♥ She's a diva with a capital D ♥ xoxo

I know you get me, so I let my walls come down ♥

2010-10-04T21:05:00.002+08:00

Me: You know, I never did understand why calling someone a female dog is such a bad thing. I mean, people don't seem offended when you call them a HEN. They just give you funny looks.

Meng Lu: LOL. True.

Me: I love being Malaysian. Malaysian accents are good when you're pissed.

Meng Lu: YES ! Hujan emas di negara orang lain, hujan batu di negara sendiri, lebih baik di negara sendiri.

Me: OH DON'T YOU GO ALL BAHASA MELAYU ON ME, BIATCH. 我會華語！

Meng Lu: PSH. DON'T YOU GO ALL CHINESE ON ME, HEN.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I GOT PWNED.

Much love,

Kristal

Out of the blue.

2010-08-03T17:53:00.005+08:00

Random conversation that came to my mind.

A: Hey, that's mine !

B: Oh yeah? Well I don't see your name on it !

A: That's because it's written in invisible ink, stupid !

Have a great week, everyone !

Much love,

Kristal ♥

Once upon a time ...

2010-07-24T19:36:00.000+08:00

I looked like this.

And I had hair like this.

And I loved caps like this.

And wore headbands like this.

I also had make up skills that suck like this.

And I was pretty cute, like this.

I also liked to take photos from weird angles and make stupid faces, like this.

I was also very very bad at editing photos.

I was also tallest in the family.

And it was much easier to convince my brothers to take photos with me...

... Kind of, anyway.

Once upon a time...

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I was already a sexy diva.

:D

Much love,
Kristal ♥

Peter Chao on The Twilight Saga: Eclipse

2010-07-12T18:10:00.002+08:00

I just watched a Peter Chao video a couple of minutes ago. He was talking about the Eclipse movie and what he liked and disliked about it. He's just so crazy hilarious. He made me laugh so hard, I figured I'd share some of his insane quotes and lines from the video with you to make your day, too. Yes, I do share :P

**Warning: This blog post will be flooded with naughty, foul words - it is Peter Chao. So if you're young and innocent and pure, you better move on to the next post or something. I will not be held responsible for any brain damage or bad influence you might suffer after reading this blog post. Remember, curiosity kills the cat. Whoa look, I used an idiom :D

"The best part of Twilight Eclipse.. Was when it was over. Hahahahaha *Crazy insane Peter Chao laugh*"

"The best part of the entire movie.. Was the Harry Potter trailer ! "

"The first time that Taylor Lautner appear on the screen with his fucking eight packs, all the fat girls in the front row go AAHHHHHHH YAI YAI YAI YAI OOOHH OOHOH OOHOH AAAAHHHHHHHH OMG OMG EIGHT PACK EIGHT PACK ! I WANT TO LICK THOSE ABS... Well you know what? I'm trying to watch a fucking movie. "

"Everytime Robert Pattinson will show up with the glitter on his face. What are you? A fucking gay vampire? But really, I mean, when your skin glitter, you're pretty gay."

"Taylor Lautner, your eight pack is nothing compared to my nine pack, okay? I have like the eight right here and then the one on top. It's like a mountain. I'm like a mountain of sex.. I don't even know what I'm talking about.. It's okay."

"What is with that Boo.. Bull.. Bulltaly. Is it Bulltary (Volturi)? One of the most powerful vampire group ever. And who is the leader? DAKOTA FUCKING FANNING. She's like a small midget ! Everybody else is bigger than her. I could crush her ! "

Here's the video if you'd rather watch him yourself:

Chinese Guy LIKED Eclipse!!?

Happy laughing !

Much love,
Kristal

My Trip to The Petrol Station

2010-07-10T17:49:00.006+08:00

Yes, you read the title correctly. I am going to blog about my first attempt at filling up my car's petrol tank.

This might strike you as being an extremely boring topic at first, but you will soon discover that you're wrong.. Especially when I tell you that it was the first time I've ever filled a car with petrol. EVER. Which is ridiculous, seeing how I've been driving for more than a month now. Thing is, every time I drive, the petrol tank is always full ! I think my driver fills it for me or something, since he drives that car sometimes, too.

Well, anyway. So there I was, on my way to the nearest petrol station after dropping Stanley off at the basketball court in Balakong. The light that indicates the amount of fuel left was blinking like crazy and I was so scared that I'd be too late. Thankfully, I got there on time. I pulled over at a pump - which I think was meant for motorcycles and not cars but what the hell - and turned off the engine..

And thereon starts my great adventure of searching for the lever that opens the fuel cap.

Yes. I am completely clueless about all of this.

After staring blankly at all the buttons in my car and wrongly pushing on the one that opens the hood, I eventually found the correct lever and pulled it. I then walked over to the counter to pay, and walked back to my car..

Only to stare incredulously at the fuel cap like a total idiot. I had absolutely no idea how to open it.

I turned it to the right, then to the left. I pulled and pushed.. And it still wouldn't open. "I'm so fucked," I thought out loud. I looked over to the old man at the next pump.. And found out that he was staring at me as if a teenager failing to open her car's fuel cap is the most amusing thing he's ever witnessed. I smiled at him, attempting to blind him with my shiny braces, and failed. Instead, I asked him for help. He came over, turned the fuel cap to the left, and it opened.

Just like that.

And I spent like, what, a whole minute trying to do just that. Seriously?! WTF.

I thanked him and gave him my best "you totally just saved my life thank you so much" smile and turned to face the pump. I thanked God I knew which fuel type to use - it was stated at the fuel cap cover thingy, so yeah. I lifted the pump handle, inserted the nozzle into the fuel cap, and waited. I realised after a few seconds that I was supposed to pull the bloody lever.

Stupid idiot.

I let out a soft scream when the pump jerked when the fuel was flowing. I screamed again when it jerked the second time. I looked over at the counter display and noticed that the amount of fuel and price stopped increasing. I realised soon that I was supposed to continue holding onto the damn lever until I reach the amount of fuel I paid for.

Stupid to infinity and beyond.

While I was there, I was thinking about something my Physics teacher, Miss Paulina showed us in class once. It's a video showing a girl refueling her car at the petrol station.. Her shirt sleeve caught fire at the end of the video. I was totally freaked out, so I stood so still the whole time I swear a fly could've landed on me and linger there.

When it reached the right amount, I placed the pump back in it's original place, closed the fuel cap and drove happily ever after.

The End. Bye Bye.

Love,
The worst petrol filler in the world,
Kristal

給爺爺的信: Lettre à mon grand-père ♥

2010-07-06T20:29:00.004+08:00

親愛的爺爺，

你近來好嗎？在那裡過得還習慣嗎？我們在這裡過得都很好。大家都健健康康地，堅強地過日子。我們都好想你。尤其是婆婆。每當提起你，她的雙眼馬上就會紅起來。看得出，婆婆比誰都還更想念你，受打擊最重的也是婆婆。

不知不覺，你離開我們已經兩個月了。還記得我剛剛得到你出事的消息時，整個人呆住了，一聲都沒出，眼淚卻不停地流下。我把自己鎖在房間裡，不停地放聲大哭。哭累了，就開始亂罵。當時，我很生氣，很不甘願。爺爺應該出席我的大學畢業典禮，應該看著我成功，應該在我嫁人當天讓我向他敬茶，應該為我的孩子取乳名... 別人的爺爺可以，為什麼我的爺爺就不行呢?! 我不明白為什麼人生這麼不公平。想要的，就偏偏不會得到。

可是爺，你知道我到現在都還後悔着的是什麼嗎？我最後悔的，就是我拒絕唱歌給你聽的每一次。你出殯前幾天，我一有機會就會站在你的棺材邊唱歌給你聽。當時我真的很恨我自己。為什麼我這麼執著，這麼難搞？我唯一可以拿來安慰自己的，是希望你能聽見我唱歌給你聽。

我答應過自己，每一次上台表演都要做到最好。因為我唱的每一首歌，跳的每一支舞，演的沒一場戲，都是奉獻給你的。我會站在台上，感覺你的存在，因為我相信你一定不會錯過任何看我表演的機會。可能你還會跟天上的天使炫耀你的孫女呢！

爺爺，我愛你。永遠，永遠。♥

I found this photo from 3 years ago while looking through some old photos in My Pictures.
It's the only one I have of Grandpa and my family.

I love you, YeYe. Forever and Always ♥

With all the love in the world,
Your granddaughter,
Nana ♥

P.S. I haven't written in Chinese for a really, REALLY long time. So there might be a lot of grammar mistakes here that'll make people who are fluent in the language laugh out loud. But it doesn't matter. All that matters, is that Grandpa gets it, and that he knows I love him with all my heart. ♥

ECA Camp 2010

2010-07-05T20:45:00.003+08:00

It's been two days since ECA Camp and my whole body's still sore from all the running and rope climbing and jumping around that I had to do that day. I wasn't all that keen on going at first, but after all those crazy games and fooling around with my teammates, I guess it wasn't as bad as I'd thought it would be. I had fun :)

I had the honor of being in a team with a bunch of lovable maniacs. We were known as THE BEAST. There's still a slight controversy as to whether or not there's an 'S' at the end of the word 'Beast' but whatever. It doesn't really matter that much. We're awesome anyway :P We came up with a crazy cheer and had a wicked logo that was designed by our very own swimming Golden Boy, Mr. Jeremy Ng.

Here's the link to the video we took of our awesomely awesome sexy beast cheer :D
http://www.facebook.com/pampereddiva?v=app_2413267546#!/video/video.php?v=1522258822366

Here are some photos that Jia Wen took that day.

The making of the flag !

Everybody working hard.

See Hau and I helping Aziz "lay his egg". Heh.

This is my little brother, Stanley :)

Stan's expression = PRICELESS ! :D
He hurt his fingers trying to climb that rope :(

Yay Aziz ! :D

Look at our captain go !

Jeremy ! :)

The boy had no problems getting to the top, at all ! HOT, right? Oh and girls? He's single :) hahahahahahahaha He's gonna kill me if he sees this =x

Sexy Beasts, Horny Beasts, Scary Beasts.. Call us whatever you want. We're THE BEAST, because we're gonna tear all the other teams apart.. Well, that's what we'd intended to do, anyway. Sadly, things didn't exactly go our way. So we didn't end up being the champions.

BUT, 2 out of the 4 individual prizes were given to people from our team. Kok Tong got Best Captain and the Best Female Participant went to, none other than, yours truly.

Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehhehehehe.
Yes I am a very happy girl. Hehehehehehehhehehehehehehehee :3

Was supposed to take a group photo with the rest of the team, but everyone disappeared right after the video was taken. They were so incredibly fast .____.
So I only managed to snap a quick one with the captain, Kok Tong and See Hau with our prizes and crazy awesome flag :)

weeeeeeeeee :D

Guess what the prize was ?

A travelling mug.

A bloody cup.. Of which I already have 5 of. Aduh.

Yay I won ! :D

Yes. You are looking at the Best Female Participant. This is she.

Mmm. I is loving my mug :3 ♥

Wait a sec. I already have 5 of these. Really? A mug? That's the best you can do?

A stupid mug ?! After all the rope climbing and running around and having 2 girls sit on top of me and shaking my booty like I just don't care..

I GET A MUG ?!

WTF ?!

WHOAAAAAA ! Major deja vu there ! I think I had a dream about this a few days before last year's ECA Camp. I didn't go, but I had a dream about winning something. Wow. This was TOTALLY meant to be! I was totally meant to win this mug! I am THAT awesome ! :D

I guess that makes the mug less lame.. I think. It's still in it's box. I threw it in some corner of my room. It's buried under the other junk I have in here. It'll resurface again, someday.

Now, time for some total randomness to make your day ! :D

Proof that hamsters can't spell.

Have a great week, ya'll !

Much love,
Kristal

Fusion Magic : 2nd Term Showcase

2010-06-26T14:05:00.008+08:00

BONJOUR BLOGOSPHERE !

It has been a long, long time since I have set foot here and now, finally we meet again ! Yes I know it's been months. I will, once again, use school and exams as an excuse for my long absence. No one can argue with that, right? :)

Alright, so a little update on what I've been up to lately (for the past 3 months, more like). I've survived my midterm exams but I have yet to see my report card. Which, I assure you, will NOT be a pretty sight. I didn't fail any subjects, but I feel like I've failed myself. I actually got a D for Add Math and E for Chemistry ! But I probably deserve that, seeing as how I haven't been revising or paying enough attention in class. I don't know how Mom will react when she sees those hideous grades. I hope she doesn't pass out.

I've also been very into football lately, because of the FIFA World Cup, of course. Who would've thought Kristal Ho to be so crazy about FOOTBALL ? I sure didn't. I'm with Argentina, just so you know. And yes, I know they were torn apart by the Germans, but whatever. Win or lose, rise or fall, Argentina is still the best team in the world to me. Forever and Always. SUCK ON THAT, GERMANY ! :P

Lionel Messi is like Picasso on the football field. ♥

The 26th of June was the last day of Term 2 of Fusion Saturday School. We had a show for the parents. Mom didn't come but I guess it's okay. We were AWESOME anyway ! :D Here are some photos we took that day ! :)

Nothing like a little Fusion to revive my outrageously neglected blog !

Daniella :) ♥

Ella looking gorgeous ;)

Natalie ! :D

Simply LOVE this picture !
Kristal and Ella: The Glamour Girls ;) ♥

Rehearsing before the show.

Nish ! :)

Nish's iguana face ! :D

Sweet little Fateha :)

Fusion Girls ♥

Them girls ;) ♥

Kasumi ! :D

Love you, Kasumi ♥

Senior Fusion girls ♥

Natalie ♥

With Daniella and Katherina ♥

And Ella joins in ! :D

Carla with hat :)

Carla sans hat :D

Yuan Ling ♥

With Sam and Katelyn.

Aren't they just adorable ?! :D ♥

Nish's smile ? Haha.

Nish's REAL smile :D

The lovely Shanthini ♥

It was Jamie's last day with us, so Fusion planned a little something to wish him goodbye.

Sabera made the delicious cake !

Cue Katy Perry and Timbaland's "If We Ever Meet Again" ! :D

Jamie's happy he got a cake :) Haha

Do you want some cake, tiny, little girl? :)

Jamie and I ♥

Gonna miss him LOADS :(

Guna was saying:" If I see this on Facebook, you're DEAD."
Well, it's on my blog. So I'm alive? :D

CJ ! ♥

Met Joanne, who played Bell in Sri Cempaka's Beauty and The Beast Play a couple of weeks ago ! Didn't catch the play because Mr. Valentino Yee didn't get me tickets :P But it's okay, because I met the star of the show anyway :D

Joanne ! :)

When this next photo was being taken, Daniella's dad (who was taking the photo) said:" Smile ! Act like you like each other ! " I had to try so hard to not laugh out loud, just in case I look like a total nutcase in the photo.

The beautiful Judimar Hernandez and me trying not to laugh ♥

Term 3 doesn't start until September. Yesterday was the first Fusion-less Saturday I'd had for months. It wasn't so bad, probably because I had to go for ECA Camp at school. I'll blog about that next time (:

To my fellow Fusioners: See ya'll in September ! ♥

Much love,
Kristal ♥

Things We Say at Tuition

2010-03-22T21:15:00.004+08:00

Kcw:" Remember to bring a hammer to school tomorrow."

Me:" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. Why did I wanna do that, again?"

Kcw:" To hit Mr. Yu."

Me:" OHMYGOD Why would I do that?!"

Kcw:" ... Because he's gonna screw the hell out of us when he returns our Chemistry papers tomorrow."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

Getting back more exam papers tomorrow.

Pray for me!

Much love,
Kristal

I feel stupid. And I'm not liking it.

2010-03-21T10:47:00.004+08:00

I FAILED MY UNDANG TEST.

I've never failed at ANYTHING in life..

Then I go ahead and fail my UNDANG TEST.

Unbe-BLOODY-lievable.

FML. FML. FML.

I slept at 4a.m. this morning, which is the result of a very long late night call with my Fusion mate, Saundra Locke. Got off of my lazy arse at around 6.30a.m. and left for the Centre at around 7.15a.m..

I waited there for a bloody hour and a half, because the people there decided they were important enough to have a bunch of people who can't drive stand around and wait for them like idiots.

When they finally came and the doors opened, I went in.. Just to wait for another hour just so they can get themselves comfortable in their seats and prepare themselves for a long day of "tiring" work.

You should've seen how I was. I was all jumpy and impatient. I was so nervous and hungry that I was sure I was going to barf right there in the middle of the room full of people. I literally jumped out of my seat and ran towards the counter when my name was called. But all the dude there did was ask for my I.C., take my picture and my thumb print.. Then he asked me to go back to my seat and wait more.

I swear I could've kicked him in the balls right there and then.

So after waiting for a total of 2 and a half hours, I went in to take the test for half an hour..

And FAILED it.

I invented an equation for my failure:

Nerves + Hunger + Stress + Sleep Deprivation

= UNDANG FAIL

I feel so stupid right now, it's ridiculous.
Mum has no idea of her failure of a daughter's miserable failure yet. I hope she'll take the death of her daughter's intellect and common sense calmly. She'll probably think I'm joking at first. God, I hate to have to be the reason for the disappointment that will definitely be on her face in less than an hour or so.

Alright, I should go eat something now before I crash. I've got exactly 5 days to shove facts about road signs and demerits into my head.

I will try my utmost best not to eat the text book.. Or the CD with the trial questions, for that matter.

Wish me luck,

Kristal ♥

P.S. I wanna give a shout out to my awesome, hyperactive friend, Lyn. Congratulations on passing the test, Bebe! I know you're gonna start feeling bad for telling me you passed when you find out I didn't so I'm warning you now.. You better NOT be ! If you do, then I'll definitely be pissed off at you! :P Hahaha love you, Bebe ;) ♥

Alice In Wonderland: Full of Muchie Muchness !

2010-03-19T02:01:00.017+08:00

I'd like to make a shout out to my buttery friend Shane, and tell him that Alice in Wonderland is SO NOT a lousy movie ! Not to me, anyway.

I liked all the characters' looks. From Alice to the Cheshire Cat, to the beautiful White Queen and Bloody-Big-Head Red Queen. Not forgetting the gorgeous Johnny Depp as the maniacal Mad Hatter. That dude makes madness HOT.

I especially liked Alice's character because, in contrast to the timid and innocent Alice I've seen in other versions of the story, this one's haughty, courageous and full of Girl Power. I read that originally, Anne Hathaway was supposed to play the role of Alice, instead of Mia Wasikowska. She turned the part down because it was too similar to previous roles she'd done before. I couldn't believe it. What normal human being would turn down such an amazing role as Alice? Whoever plays that part will definitely shoot to stardom! But then again, Anne Hathaway isn't just any normal human being. I guess you can take up or turn down any part in a major blockbuster you'd like if you're Anne Hathaway. I love her so much ♥

Throughout the whole movie, I had laughed like a madwoman, sat at the edge of my seat, shed a tear or two and laughed more like a lunatic. It might not be the best movie ever, but it's definitely worth a watch, if only to see Johnny Depp playing yet another eccentric character and Anne Hathaway looking and prancing around as if she jumped right out of a fairytale.

Here are a couple memorable quotes from the movie:

The Mad Hatter: Have I gone mad? [Alice checks Hatter's temperature]

Alice Kingsley: I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.

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The Mad Hatter: [to Alice] You used to be much more...muchier. You've lost your muchness.

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Jabberwocky: So my old foe, we meet on the battlefield once again.

Alice Kingsley: We have never met.

Jabberwocky: Not you, insignificant bearer. My ancient enemy, the Vorpal one.

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On the previous Sunday, Daddy took us to a movie. We wanted to watch Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief so I booked the tickets online while Dad was sleeping. I told him that all the cinemas in MidValley were booked and that the movie will only be showing in Gold Class at Gardens Signature. I asked him if the price (RM42 per person) was okay and which card he wanted me to use. Since all I got from him were grunts and snores, I decided to take matters into my own hands.

We ended up spending RM200+ for a movie.

He really should've said something before I clicked "Enter" and confirmed the ticket purchase. :P

Anyway, after an extremely long picture drought on this blog, here are some photos I took that day. Enjoy !

This is my brother, Kar Heng.

He is silly but I love him ♥

Meet my sister Karla, everyone! :D

Comfy Gold Class seats.

Mid Valley Megamall went Alice in Wonderland crazy !

i ♥ tea parties :)

This is what you see in malls when a show's going on :)

Too bad she doesn't have a "regrettably large head".

I really like this Bunny. Haha.

I have no idea what car this is, but it looks cool :)

After this whole Alice in Wonderland frenzy, I've only got one more question that's still bugging me..

Why IS a raven like a writing desk?!

Yours in confusion,

Kristal ♥

The Search for Love ♥

2010-03-13T16:14:00.002+08:00

'But how will I know who my Soulmate is?'

'By taking risks,' she said to Brida.

'By risking failure, disappointment, disillusion,

but never ceasing in your search for Love.

As long as you keep looking,

you will triumph in the end.'

Paulo Coelho, Brida

Much love,
Kristal ♥

I'm single. I like someone. But I'm still mingling.

2010-02-15T23:58:00.011+08:00

I'm not the kind of girl who falls for one guy and then suddenly everything else doesn't matter anymore. Girls like that are dumb ones who think life's a fairytale and that they'll have their happily ever after with Prince Charming as long as they wait. To girls like that, I've only got one thing to say to you: WAKE UP.

If he likes you enough, he wont let you wait and risk losing you to someone else. Don't you think you're wasting a lot of time and tears crying and being all messed up over a BOY? Why would you want to continue waiting for someone who makes you feel like crap? Who doesn't even bother acknowledging your presence, let alone tell you how important you are to him? Who, contrary to what you believe, just doesn't give a shit about you at all?

Screw what your girlfriends tell you. Don't listen to them when they tell you that he's only trying to act cool or that he's shy. Shush them when they're trying to make you believe that this guy's worth it, that he's Mr. Right. That, as long as you wait long enough, he'll see you and realise how much he loves you. Screw all the bullcrap. You know deep down inside that whatever they're telling you isn't true and that they're only trying to make you feel better so you wont kill yourself. I mean, face it, as if you'd be able to handle it when a friend tells you you're not good enough for this guy and that he's probably with another more gorgeous, more elegant version of you - complete with bigger bossoms and a perkier butt.

Of course, this doesn't happen to every single person in the world. If it does, then what's point of falling in love? There are people out there - damn lucky ones - who do find Prince Charming and live happily ever after in a faraway land. There are people who never had to wait for someone to love them back. People who never had to fight for anything. People who have never experienced heart break. People who are just unbelievably lucky. Thing is, you and I are not those people. If you are, good for you, then. I have nothing more to talk to you about :P

I'm sure you've probably categorised me as a skeptical, sad, loveless old hag by now, but I'm going to stop you right there. Since I was a little girl, I've always imagined myself in a beautiful, white gown, dancing at a ball with my prince. I used to stand at the balcony and pretend I was Rapunzel, waiting for my knight in shining armor to save me from the claws of the fiery dragon. I've always imagined how my dream wedding would be. A beach or a garden wedding? Red roses or lavender? Vera Wang or Vivviene Westwood?

Sure, I'd love to believe that I'll find Mr. Right one day - in fact, I know I will. I'd love to think that life's a fairytale and that everything will turn out fine. I'd love to believe that that guy I'm crushing on is the one. That it's only a matter of time. That he'll realise that I'm the one he's been looking for all along. I'd love to believe that all that is true. But life has taught me otherwise.

I've learned that if you want something, you've gotta reach out and get it yourself. That love or whatever you call it doesn't just appear in front of your face. You have to search for it, high and low, through all the obstacles and down falls. Then when you think you've finally found it, you've gotta grab it by the hands and hold on as hard as you can. How would you know if he's the right one or not, then? That's easy. If he's not worth it, like roses, that "love" will have thorns unseen by the naked eye. The longer and harder you hold on, the more injured your hands will be, the more you'll bleed. The more time you spend on someone who doesn't feel the same about you, the more hurt and sorrow you will feel, the more tears you will cry.

This doesn't mean that I have no hope whatsoever when it comes to this thing called love. I know that some things are easier said than done. It's not like you can just get over someone after a day or two. You can't help it when certain guys you meet in life have this sorta power over you. I always succumb to my own girly fantasies. I take a dip in the Sea of Love for a while, let myself enjoy the feeling of it. But you've gotta make sure you know when to snap out of it before you drown. That seems to be something all of us - boy or girl - have a problem with.

I am a girl. I have someone very special to me that I think about all the time. I think about this person every time I listen to Taylor Swift. I think about him every night before I fall asleep in hope that I'd dream of him. He's the first person to come to my mind whenever someone asks me if I have a crush on anyone. Eventhough I don't talk to him at all or think of him as much anymore, he's still there in the tiny corner in my head, popping up for a visit every once in a while, making me smile. I'm pretty you have a certain someone on your mind, too.

I am single. I like someone. But that doesn't mean that my life is all about this person. I really like him but I'm not going to cry over him or let anything about him get to me anymore. I'm a seventeen year old girl with goals and a pretty good aim. I'm keeping my options open and looking around. I'm sure I'll find someone else who will love me as much as I love him. And who will make sure that I damn well know that every single day we're together.

Yours in happiness,

Kristal ♥

You know you're in ♥ when ...

2010-02-10T21:48:00.006+08:00

Fill in the blank:

You know you're in love when _____ .

My answer :

You know you're in love when the silliest smile on earth

appears on your face and you giggle like a little girl

everytime you think of him/her :) ♥

... Or when the mere thought of him/her makes you wanna

lock yourself in your room and cry like a baby under the sheets

until all the pain and hurt's gone.

Yours in gloom,

Kristal ♥

Party Night ♥

2010-01-23T11:31:00.003+08:00

I'm on Patron, Tequila

I'm drunk on Margarita

That Patron, Tequila

Me and my mamacita

By the end of the night

Imma have you drunk and throwing up

By the end of the night

Imma have you so fucked up!

- Patron Tequila, Paradise Girls feat. Lil John

It'ssssssss SATURDAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

That means..

IT'S PARTY NIGHT

BITCHEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ !!!

Let's get this shit started ! ;)

Scorpy The Scorpian

2010-01-21T21:54:00.011+08:00

Someone found a black scorpian in school today.

Scorpy was killed under the cruel hands of the cold-hearted Biology teacher, MR. GANESH.

He was laid to rest in the Suria Biology lab, which is also known for being a popular burial ground for some of our other creepy-crawly friends (i.e. Paul's late lover) and several others, such as Fishy, Bunny, Froggy and Mousey, all who have been cut apart and whose intestines have been turned inside out for the amusement of high school students.

Scorpy was buried in a comfortable bed of

chloroform-soaked cotton in a China-made belljar.

Rest in peace, my venomous friend.

You will be missed ♥

Much love,
Kristal ♥

Totally Random

2010-01-12T20:44:00.003+08:00

Today, I saw a spider during computer class.

I screamed.

Then I squashed it with my bare hands :D

Boo Hui says: YOU LIE ! YOU LIEEEEEEEE !!!

Much love,

Kristal ♥

Love at First Sight ♥

2010-01-08T20:35:00.005+08:00

The feeling was mutual.

I believe he felt it the same time I did.

At least I keep hoping that he did.
That he instantly froze the second our eyes met that first time.
That he spaced out for just the shortest moment.
That he, too felt the incredible chemistry between us.

It was like time had froze and it was just the two of us, staring at each other eye to eye, daring one another to break the connection and look away first.

I lost.

I will never forget the jolt of electricity that went down my spine and the shivers that radiated throughout my whole body that first time our eyes met.

Now that, is what I call

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT ♥

Much love,
Kristal

Sometimes, it really isn't all about you ♥

2010-01-03T16:58:00.003+08:00

I just can't stand it when people keep whigning and drowning people around them in their pool of misery.

I mean, I know you're heartbroken. I'm hurt, too.

But at least I know when to
shut up and keep my complaints and tears to myself.

I'm not saying you can't be sad or express your emotions.

It's just that there's a certain point where you stop boring the people around you with your self pity.

Sometimes, it really isn't all about you.

I'm just saying,

Kristal ♥

This thing called Friendship ♥

2010-01-02T22:46:00.009+08:00

If you wanna know who are your true friends and who are the lima losers* you're wasting your time on, get yourself into deep shit. The ones who walk away or push you into deeper shit are the lima losers who are probably the ones who got you into deep shit in the first place, and the ones who'd rather get shit on their hands than leave you to die are the ones you should truly treasure.

♥

- By Me :) xx

♥

*Lima losers: From TV series Glee. Lima is the name of the town they live in, so basically means it is a kid who will never get out of their town and amount to anything.

Much love,

Kristal ♥

Bounjour, 2010 ♥

2010-01-02T22:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

BITCHEZZZZZZZZZZ !!!

♥

It’s a whole new year with all new drama, all new parties and not to mention, all new cute guyss!!

It’s out with the old and in with the new, babeehhh ;)

Better prepare yourselves for battle, I’ve got a feeling it’s gonna be one heck of a year!

Have a fantabulous year, my darlings! :D

xoxo

Much love,

ME ♥

Save water. Drink beer.

2009-09-24T12:02:00.005+08:00

Thursday. That means the Raya Holidays are coming to an end and school's only a couple of days away. Now this seldom happens to me but.. I'm not exactly looking forward to going back to school. *GASPS*

Don't get me wrong. School's wonderful, especially with the awesome friends I have. But that might just be the reason why I don't wanna go back.

For the past week or so, I've been doing nothing but eat, watch TV, go online and sleep the days away. I haven't done anything productive. I haven't started on my homework - partly because I left all my books in school. I haven't finished reading even one book, if it can even be considered that I've read at all. I haven't called any of my girlfriends just to chat. I obviously haven't updated my blog very much. I really haven't done anything worth mentioning. And the weird thing is, I'm enjoying it. I'm not whinging and complaining to Mum so we could go shopping. I'm not making an effort to do much. I'm not all that bored. I'm not as desperate for company as I seem to claim.

In fact, I'm actually enjoying the alone time. I'm always around people. People are always around me. It hadn't occured to me that I've not had time for myself in a while. I like how I don't have to care about what I'm wearing, about how I look, about how my hair's styled. It feels pretty good to not have to fuss about all those tiny little things that, at certain times, seem so important when, in truth, don't really matter at all. I rather enjoy being the greasy-haired, sweatpants-wearing me who sits on the couch all day watching TV or stays in bed and sleeps like a dead person without a care in the world.

This has, of course, resulted in me looking and feeling like a zombie. I feel exhausted and grumpy all the time but, not so deep inside.. I'm actually happy. I haven't been genuinely happy in a while so it's funny how sudden this feeling came about. I catch myself smiling at nothing in particular at times. I laugh for no reason whatsoever and I talk to myself a lot. Oh my. I think I just described myself as a mentally ill person. Well anyway, what I'm trying to say is that, life's good. Life feels a whole lot better than it was before. And the weirdest thing is that.. Nothing happened. I didn't exactly meet a new special someone. I didn't win the lottery, that's for sure. It's just a simple and uncomplicated happiness that's inside me right now. I believe that I haven't felt this way in a while.

I told my new friend, Michael C. about my not wanting to go back to schools so soon. All he said was:" Then don't (go back to school). Marry a rich guy who thinks you look good in sweatpants". The first two words that came to my mind were: NO WAYYYY. As lovely as it sounds - and I assure you, it would be like a dream come true - I'd rather take charge of my own life and live it the way that I've planned. I have goals. I wanna get straight As in my SPM. I wanna go to medical school. I wanna be a doctor. I wanna save people's lives. I wanna go to poor countries and warzones where people don't even know that doctors exist, let alone be abel to pay for the medications and treatments. As cheesy as it may sound, I want to make a difference. I want to make this world a better place. For myself, for my family, for my future children and their children and so on.

So I tell myself: If I want to achieve all that, I can't just sit there on my lazy-ass, munching on chips like it's nobody's business. I gotta get up and do something useful. Normally, I would pick up my Biology or Chemistry book and start shoving facts into my brain right now but, as ya'll know, I left all my books in school. So here I am, typing away at the computer, finally updating my miserably neglected blog. I guess you can say I'm getting a tiny sense of achievement here. Just a teeny bit. ;)

Alrighty. I'm going to head off now and try something else to keep myself awake so I don't crash and burn. I stayed up all night watching movies. Now I gotta wait til it's dark to sleep so my sleep cycle gets back to normal. Maybe I'll actually start on that book now.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

PamperedDiva ♥

Another one?!

2009-08-29T10:08:00.003+08:00

At around 8a.m. just now I was on twitter.

Since I had nothing to tweet about I decided to check out the trending topics..

What I saw made my jaw drop..

RIP DJ AM

My first instinct was to go to Yahoo! and see if there were any news about this ridiculous piece of information. So I did. And I found nothing. Nil. Nada. Zero information about the apparent "death" of Adam Goldstein, better known to us average human beings as DJ AM.

So then I went back to twitter, hoping to seek the latest news. Then Michael Buckley of the What The Buck Show tweeted that TMZ was reporting that AM was dead. Faster than you can properly say Yves Saint Laurent, Usmagazine.com reported that AM was found dead in his New York Apartment. Somehow, I couldn't help but frown and feel sad. I furrowed my brows and thought:"Another one?"

To tell you the truth, I'm not all that crazy about AM. Hell, I didn't even know what the guy looked like. The first time I heard of him was when he performed at the VMAs last year with Travis Barker. The last time was when he and Barker survived the plane crash last September. And that was it.

But I gotta admit, I was shocked. Heck, who wouldn't be? I checked his twitter profile just now and it was just a couple of days ago when he last tweeted. And after two days POOF. We lost him.

Here's something Phillipe DeFranco tweeted or Twitter:

"DJ AM survives a mother flippin plane crash and he kills himself with drugs? Geeze. I blame Mary Kate Olsen."

Okay, so here I laughed. =x

It really has been a sad year. We've lost many great people in the course of a few months. The most famous and loved one being Michael Jackson. The King of Pop. The Legend.

This whole ordeal has actually got me thinking a lot. What if someone who I love and treasure suddenly disappears or leaves me forever? What if I never get a chance to say goodbye? What if I'm not doing enough? What if it becomes too late?

We never know what might happen in the next minute. So I'm determined to spend as much time as possible with the people I love and never take them for granted. Imma live life to the fullest and love to the max. Or is it love to the fullest and live life to the max? Hmm.

Anyhoo, I'll be updating ya'll about some recent events in a bit.

So stay tuned! ;D

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Pampered Diva♥

CRAZY-AWESOME

2009-08-11T01:08:00.016+08:00

OH YEAHHHH

The Diva's got a new header and profile pictha bitchezzzzzz

Yes, my darlings.

I know I haven't been up here as often as I should be.

But don't you worry!

Something BIG is gonna happen in a few days..

Something MASSIVE.

Something CRAZY-AWESOME.

I'm not gonna give you any clues.

I don't wanna spoil the surprise.

You wouldn't BELIEVE my luck!

Thank You God for loving me sososososososososososososo much!

ILOVEYOUTOO! ;D

For now, I'm just gonna do this tag from Lizzie.

6 THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY

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1. Music

Depending on the genre, music can make me laugh and smile, but it can also make me weep and cry. But then, after I'm done crying and the tears dry up, I feel all better and stress-free again, as if the bitterness inside me and the aching pain in my heart all vanished along with the tears long gone. Music is my refuge, something I seek solace from. It is part of my life, it is part of me.

"Where words fail, music speaks."

- Hans Christian Anderson

"Music is a world within itself, with a language we all understand."

- Stevie Wonder

2. Food

I don't believe in diets. Mostly because I always end up breaking them and give up. I don't understand why people strip themselves of the joy of eating chocolates and fried chicken and cakes and donuts just to lose those few pounds. I'm not saying that people should just eat whatever junk they can get their hands on but I think people should just really EAT and not think so much about calories and carbs all the time. I just eat whatever I want, whenever I want. You can say it'll get to me when I grow older, the diseases and shit but I exercise regularly, eat my vegies and drink lots of water to stay healthy. So there :P

3. Sales & Shopping Sprees

If you know Kristal, you know Kristal LOVES to shop. There's never a day when Kristal isn't up for a Shopping Spree. If one day she rejects an invitation to go shopping, there are only two possibilities as to why she did so:
1) Something very VERY bad happened or

2) She hates you very VERY much :)

Even if I'm broke, I still like to go into stores and try on everything I like then walk out empty handed. There's no rule stating that you have to buy it if you try it :P Even so, I am not in any way as crazy as Becky Bloomwood in Confessions of a Shopaholic. Oh no. I can still control myself. Though I do admit that I've been spending a hell lot lately. Mommy's been complaining non-stop! Alright, girlies. It's back to saving for The Diva now.

NO SHOPPING TRIPS, PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!

For now.. ;)

4. Money

Affection is desirable. Money is simply indispensible. In this world, you're nothing without money. I know that sounds mean but hey, the truth always hurts. Sure money can't buy everything, especially not love. But it definitely helps, in a way.

"Money is not the most important things in the world. Love is. Fortunately, I love money."

-Anonymous

"Whoever said money can't buy happiness simply didn't know where to go shopping."

-Bo Derek

Alright so I've been going through some quotes about money. And I've realised that.. It's not money that makes me happy, but the things I get and the power and confidence I feel when I have money with me that do. I guess, one may choose to think that money is everything, or that money is nothing. I think money is undeniably one of the most important thing to a person to survive in this world. With no money, you may have no food, no shelter, no clothes.. So what if you have love? What if you have friends and family? Love can't put food on the table. Love can't prevent you from starving. Love can't do all that but money CAN. Love makes the world go round, sure. Love gives more meaning to life, yes. But can love make you continue living without food and shelter? I personally don't think so.

5. Mi Familia

"In family, love is the oil that eases friction, the cement that binds closer together, and the music that brings harmony."

-Eva Burrows

Up till just now, you might've been thinking that I'm a good for nothing materialistic spoilt brat. And yes, perhaps I am all that. I'm not saying that I'm proud. I'm just saying that I admit my wrongs and bad points. I also want you to know that there's more to me than what meets the eye. When people look at me, they may see this confident and independant young lady who knows exactly what she wants and where she's heading. They may see a leader, courageous and headstrong, leading her group to glory and victory. Or they may see the fun and outgoing girl, always smiling but still alert, ever ready to take on a challenge and make sure she wins it.

But not even the closest of friends will ever know the other side of me as well as my family does. And by family, I mean my mother. Trust my mother to have me in tears within seconds when no one else could do it in days. Trust my mother to say "I told you so" and shove the fact that I was wrong in my face everytime I screw up when everybody else is comforting me with half-true statements and by giving me false hope. Trust my mother to know when something's wrong with me and then force the truth out of me even when I'm begging with my tears for mercy when everybody else either totally ignores me or waves it off after one try. Trust my mother, to know her daughter best.

My mother is the only one who sees the fragile and vulnerable little girl who has long been buried deep inside my soul by the "new and improved" headstrong and fiercer version of me. My mother is the only one who loves me enough and would rather risk having me hate her for the rest of my life than have me turn into an easily broken soul who disguises herself as someone much stronger and much more braver than she really is. My mother is the only one who loves me enough to do all that and not ask for anything in return. My mother, is the best thing that has ever happened to me and will always remain thus for the rest of my life.

I love you, mommy :)

6. Hanging out with my Amigos

"A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him I may think aloud."

"It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

"If it hurts to look back and you're scared to look ahead,

you can look beside you and your best friend will be there."

"Friends are the siblings God forgot to give us."

No words can express how grateful I am that I was blessed with the friends that I have. Whether I've known you since we were babies or I just met you a couple of days ago, I thank God for bringing us together. You guys are my motivation and the thing that always keeps me going. I don't regret the bad things that may have happened in the past because I know that if I learned anything from those not-so-good times, I've learned to appreciate and value my friends much more than I already do. I will never forget all the lovely memories we've made together. I thank you all from the bottom of my heart for all the wonderful times we've had.

"Friendship is like a violin: the music may stop now and then,

but the strings will last forever."

I love my girls ;)

One of the best times EVER. :)

The Awesomeness that is HOPE ;)

I love you 4 HOPE!

I love you all :)

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

PamperedDiva♥

Latest Favourite Quotes ♥

2009-08-01T19:38:00.002+08:00

"If you want the rainbow, you've gotta put up with the rain."

-Dolly Parton

"I swear, you make perfection jealous."

-Demi Lovato

"I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover. I love you forever, forever is over."

-Boys Like Girls, Love Drunk

"I laughed. But before long I began to sob, tears running down my face for what I had lost, for what was now literally coursing through my fingers. You can only miss something you remember having, and it had been so long since creature comfort have been part of my ordinary life."

"When you're different, sometimes you don't see the millions of people who accept you for what you are. All you notice is the one person who doesn't."

"I might never be a cover girl, but I was a girl who could cover it all. The problem was, you never heard anyone say, "Wow, check out the brain on that babe".

"... I tried to tell myself that the reason I was crying had nothing to do with the fact that even when I wasn't trying, all I did was let people down."

"Shay was staring at his sister the same way Mary looked at Jesus in all the paintings, all the sculptures -- a relationship carved out of not what they had but what they'd been destined to lose."

"The hardest thing int he world is believing someone can change. It's always easier to go along with the way things are than to admit that you might have been wrong in the first place."

"Sometimes we see what we want to, instead of what's in front of us. And sometimes, we don't see clearly at all."

-Jodi Picoult, Change Of Heart

"I know God will not give me anything I cant handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much."

-Mother Theresa

"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."

-Albert Einstein

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Pampered Diva♥

Look what I saw..

2009-08-01T19:30:00.003+08:00

HIGH-larious

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Pampered Diva ♥

Dear You,

2009-07-29T23:05:00.003+08:00

You know I don't like you very much now, right?

Okay. I just wanted to make that clear.

To you and to everyone else.

No thanks for nothing.

Have a nice life.

I know I'm having one, without you.

I still don't like you,

Kristal

i can't breathe without you, but i have to

2009-07-19T19:53:00.004+08:00

BroStan : Whose party are you going to this Saturday?
Me : *name of the darling*
BroStan : Am I invited?
BroStan : =D
Me : No
Me : =D
BroStan : T_T

lalalalalalalalala :)

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Pampered Diva ♥

I Stole This Tag

2009-07-09T22:29:00.003+08:00

I have this sudden urge to do a Tag.

And since no one tagged me, I decided to steal Lynnie's.

dam dam dee dam doo doo da :)

1. Have you been asked out?

I guess.

2. Where was your default picture being taken?

My room.

3. What is your middle name?

Dont have one.

4. Your current relationship status?

Single. Mingle. and Jingle. ;D

5. Does your crush like you back?

This is a classic question. NO.

6. What is your current mood?

I-just-made-crazy-awesome-mashed-potatoes-and-honey-garlic-chicken-im-such-a-genious-mood :)

7. What color of underwear are you wearing?

I can't believe I'm answering this but it's beige.

8. What color shirt are you wearing?

Black.

9. Missing something?

My BFFLs and my awesome class. i missed school today! :(

10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?

Another one of them classics. Maybe one day I'll finally be able to think of an answer for this question. :)

11. If you must be an animal one day, what?

BOLT The SuperDog! :D or maybe that adorable hamster in that ball thing. hmm.

12. Ever had a near death experience?

In my nightmares.

13. Something you do a lot?

Sing.

14. The song stuck in your head?

Obssesed by Mariah Carey (I have no idea why)

15. Who did you copy and paste from?

Lynnie ;)

16. Name someone with the same birthday as you?

I seriously dont know. Better not be someone in my social circle. I aint sharing my birthday! :P

17. When was the last time you cried?

When I was making dinner.. Darn onions.

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?

Well, duh? That's ALL I do. *rolls eyes* (walao so lan c hoho)

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?

The ability to read minds. Just because.

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

Everything, I guess. It's not like you have a choice. Your eyes are WIDE OPEN?

21. What do you usually order from starbucks?

Hot Mocha. Or that Jumbo something with them chocolate chips.

22. What's your biggest secret?

Why would you like to know? :)

23. Favorite color?

Pink. Blue. and everything in between

24. Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?

Duh? Spongebob all the way, babeh! :D

25. What's on your walls?

Glow in the dark stars, Robert Pattinson (closet), Pics of me and my BFFLs (closet) and The Periodic Table of Elements of which is extremely HOT and made by yours truly. woohoo!

26. What are you?

A girl who enjoys the finer things in life but also loves going to mamak. :)

27. Do you speak any other language?

Bahasa Malaysia. 華文 (mandarin). 客家(hakka). 廣東(cantonese).

28. What's your favorite smell?

The smell of starbucks :)

29. Describe your life in one word ?

CRAZY-AWESOME.

30. Have you ever kissed in the rain?

Never even kissed. haha.

31. What are you thinking about right now?

Tomorrow's party at Clement's :D cant wait!

33. What should you be doing?

Sleeping. heh.

34. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?

My dog. Lassie is SO disobedient! Ugh.

35. How often do u talk to God?

Lesser than I should. :(

36. Do you like working in the yard?

No. No. and NO.

37. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?

Apatu last name? :) ok lah I like my name as it is.

38. Do you act differently around the person you like?

Sometimes, when I suddenly get nervous for no other reason but his smile.

39. What is your natural hair color?

Dark brown.

40. Who was the last person to make you cry?

Onions. Darn vegetable.

Roses are red,

Violets are blue,

You stink,

But I still want you.

-- Hafiz @ NightFlight, FlyFm

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THE Diva♥

One and Only Pampered Diva♥

2009-07-07T01:15:00.004+08:00

You know you're Popular and Hot when the tiny people

use your name and claim it for themselves.

Wannabes disgust me.

Especially when they steal.

Get a life -- and your own name, for that matter -- , biatch.

I am Pampered Diva.

Pampered Diva is me.

Pampered Diva = Me

Me = Pampered Diva

Alright? Alright.

That's all.

Goodbye, now.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

The One and Only Pampered Diva ♥

P.S Should I copyright Pampered Diva? Hmm.

im sixteen and im talking about relationships

2009-07-06T19:53:00.004+08:00

Okay so I saw this feature on Yahoo! about this thing from Glamour titled 11 Things Guys Don't Understand About Women. I found it pretty interesting so I decided to blog about it. Perhaps answer some of these questions guys have about the "oh-so-complicated" opposite sex.

Men always say they dont "get" the female sex, but what specifically -- besides our going to the restroom in groups -- don't they comprehend? We found out.
Seriously, when I read the part about the going to the restroom in groups, I couldn't answer it myself. I think the whole excuse about it being "safer" is total bullshit. More like girls need other girls' opinions about their new hairstyle or their make-up or their cocktail dress.. Since guys aren't exactly the pros when it comes to stuff like that. :)

1. “Why, oh, why, can’t you create a single, central location for your hair ties and bobby pins?!? And why is there one on the handle of the microwave?” —Chris, 26
This dude really sounds like my Mom when she nags me about my hair accesories being all over the house. Well personally, I never do know or remember how my bobby pins or headbands got to that tiny corner of the living room or the kitchen counter. I seem to always lose my pins and hair ties and need to always buy more and more of'em. I don't know. Is it just me, or do you girls go through that, too? Hmm.

2. “Why are women so afraid of bugs but can regularly pour hot wax on their bodies and rip hair out by its roots?” —Justin, 22
Who said anything about waxing?! We have pain-free hair removal creams and shavers now :P . Besides, Body waxing and bugs are two totally different things. Bugs don't give you shiny, smooth legs. :D Why do some guys shiver at the thought of body waxing or even trimming their ultra bushy eyebrows but can regularly have other guys tackle them and get trampled on during football games or rugby? huh? huh? :P

3. “Girls and drama! My God, it’s like an episode of Dawson’s Creek! He said, she said…it goes on and on for years. Do you ever get over an argument?” —James, 28
Never watched Dawson's Creek so I don't exactly get this. What I CAN say is that the female mind can be extremely complicated and enigmatic but sometimes -- if you're lucky -- simpler than that of the male's. Arguments aren't just things girls can just "get over" or whatever. Sure we'd love to let it all go and live a happier hate-free life but it really is easier said than done. You really gotta forgive us for that. =

4. “I am confused enough about why the onslaught of hormones every month, like clockwork, still takes me by surprise (the next day when she gets her period, I’m like, Oh! We got into a fight because she was hormonal!), but why does that fact take her by surprise? Shouldn’t she kind of realize it and be like, ‘Don’t listen to me—I’m hormonal’?” —Married Jake
When a lady's "hormonal" .. she's "hormonal". Most of the time, she has no idea what she's talking about, let alone what she's doing or how she's making others feel. You don't expect a mentally insane psycho to be like, 'Don't listen to me -- I'm mad' , do you? Advice? Make her -- not try to make her -- Make her as happy as possible and get her mind off unhappy crap during these hormonal times.. Or much better? Just stay away for a bit, for her sake and yours.

5. “I don’t get why getting married so soon is so important to most women. Is love not enough?” —Brian, 24
It really isn't about getting married sooner or later. I guess it's more about the whole commitment and spending the rest of life together with a special someone that comes with marriage that's so important. I mean, come on. It's only every little girl's dream to find her Prince Charming and get married in a beautiful white wedding gown in the Forest of Happiness with birds and bunnies and other animals dancing and singing around.. Well, kinda. Here's my question: I dont get why having sex so soon is so important to most men. Is love not enough? Alright so maybe it isn't exactly the same but commitment-wise, it is. My God, do I still sound like a sixteen year old?

6. “Why all the shoes? Really, my sister has suitcases full of shoes that I’ve thrown aside more often than she’s even seen them. It boggles the mind!” —Mark, 25
... Do people still really need to ask this question? We're girls. They're shoes. Do the math? There's this quote I've heard that I really like: So many clothes, but nothing to wear. Most girls really just feel that way when they're digging away in their closets that never seem to be big enough or clothes that never seem to be wide-ranged enough. I guess it's kinda like how guys can't get enough of football games and sport cars and all. According to my friends and family, I have 'a dizzy-making-amount of clothes and shoes and bags'.. To me?.. I can do better. tee-hee. :)

7. “I don’t understand their attitudes! Everything is good for, like, the first three months, but after that, it’s a whole different ball game!” —Danny, 32
There's a saying in Chinese: 路遙知馬力,日久見人心. Special thanks to ChristineLee for helping me out with that one. :) Okay I guess most of yous can't read that, let alone understand the meaning of it. The first part means: As the journey goes on, you know the horse's real strength. Whereas the second part means: As time goes by, a person's true colours show and you know the person's heart and attitudes better and clearer. As the saying goes, ' You can't judge a book by it's cover'. People change. Some stay the same. Some just show you their different sides as time passes by. I don't know if I'm making sense here but, i'm just sayin. When you love a person, you forgive and you accept. The same goes to friendship. Hey, nobody's perfect. ;)

8. “I don’t get why girls say one thing and mean something different. Like when they say, ‘You can watch the game,’ and then when you do, you get in trouble.” —Keith, 27
Okay lah. So you guys get half a point -- not one, but half -- here. I admit that we girls expect you guys to be psychic and read our minds at times like these. Girls tend to not say what they really mean most of the time because we expect you guys to understand and be sweet for once and do what we really want you to do. Guys have no idea how happy and touched a girl feels when her guy gives up his football game for once just to spend time with her and talk to her. It's like one of the sweetest things a guy could do, no matter how little it seems.

9. “What I don’t understand is why girls really, really, really want that nice guy, but once they find one, they can’t date him because now they need a jerk.” —Rob, 26
Oh really? We're like that? Hmm, I never realised. What I don't understand is why guys really, really, really want a that hot girl, but once they find one, they can't date her because now they need a hot bitch or slut. Sigh. This is so weird.

10. “Why do girls not like other girls when they first meet them? It’s as if they have to prove themselves to each other before they’ll consider them acceptable to hang out with.” —Aaron, 25
Ahh. Another of the many wonderful mysteries of the female species. It's true that one has to prove themselves worthy of another's attention and time between females. Unlike guys, we girls don't just hang with whoever, whenever, wherever. It just isn't that simple to us. If only it were.. Life would either be much better.. or full of fights and scandals.

11. “I don’t understand why women can’t just speak more directly. They always want you to do something, but they don’t put it in words. Instead, they talk around the issue. I wish they were more up front and just said it!” —Justin, 26
"Sweetie, I want you to turn off the TV, stop talking with your guy friends and make your life revolve around me, me and ME. Now, come over here so I can complain about my day at work, that slutty woman from the kids' school's PTA and my extremely unattractive stretch marks and cellulite on my butt." How's that for direct, huh?!!!?!?!

I have this theory -- idea, if you may -- about relationships. Be it friendships or love. I think: To be a friend, is to accept and to forgive. Not to be oblivious or ignorant of a person's seemingly bad attitudes or flaws, but to accept them. And also, to forgive a person's wrongs and silly little mistakes. Nobody's perfect. Hence, there is no "perfect best friend". Don't try to change a person, but don't let them go on doing something wrong, either. You gotta know when to step in, and when to back off.
Why did I only say "friendships" and "love"? Because this "theory" really just does need to happen in those relationships. I dont need t mention that it happens in family.. Because it just does. Your family are the ones who accept you for who you are, no matter how fat or how rude other people say you are. Your family will forever stay by your side, even when the whole world turns against you. Just because you are family.
I'm seriously wondering what my Mom or my teachers would think if they read this blog post. An inexperienced sixteen-year-old girl answering questions that grown men have about grown women.. Hmm. I'm just so interesting, am I not? tee-hee. :D

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THE Diva♥

Friggin Under The Friggin Weather.

2009-06-17T22:49:00.010+08:00

i'm sick.

Can you tell?

"In case you haven't noticed,

I've been close to death for the past two days.

But I'm much better now, thank you."

I've got that answer to the question:

" Why were you absent from school today?"

. . . . . . .

I've repeated that same sentence at least FIVE times today.

My friends are either extremely caring

or just plain ignorant of everything around them..

Well, of me, at least.

Don't worry, dearlings, i was joking.

i know you care.

i love you guys! :D

Mommy's getting sick.

LuYi's getting sick.

Everyone's getting sick.

Sooner or later, ya'll are gonna start

blaming me for giving it to ya.

Mommy already is.

When we went to see the doctor last night,

Mom told the doctor I have H1N1.

You should've seen the look on his face when he heard that!

His hands instantly stopped tapping on the keyboard

and he spun his chair so that he was facing me

with his eyes bulging out of their sockets.

LOL

Luckily, Dr. Soo's known us long enough to know that

Mom was only joking.

But she still keeps saying I have Influenza A!

I chatted with my Mom on MSN just now..

when she was just in the next room.

I swear I have one of the most ( if not THE most )

unpredictable Moms out there!

( so I AM her biological daughter! )

She saw my personal message which says:

"Letting go is one way of saying I Love You ...

so i guess im letting go?"

and she said:

"I SUPPORT YOU."

So I was like:

"Support me in what?"

"Letting go of WHOWHO."

"LOL it's just a famous quote, ma. i like it so i put it there."

"Oh, really now?"

So then I changed my pm to:

"I LOVE YOU MOMMY!"

And she dared me to keep it that way for a week.

I said I can keep it there forEVER.

i love my mommy. :)

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THE Diva

Loving Diva

2009-06-14T03:04:00.002+08:00

O M F G

i totally forgot that i was supposed to blog about this!

AHH i should be rid of all my clothes for this..

On second thought,

maybe it's not THAT much of a sin.

Well, I AM blogging about it NOW.

So here it is! :D

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Hello, my darlings!

I just found out from an email I received from a friend today

about this campaign by Digi called

LOVE TO SAVE

Basically,

It's this campaign Digi started with a goal to save

RM150,000 in 30 days.

How?

Just by CLICKING on the charity you'd like to support!

Just ONE CLICK,

and Digi will donate RM5 to it!

Please, dearlings,

dont be afraid or worse -- stingy..

It's not YOUR money you're giving,

it's DIGI's!

You know?

The phone company

with that large dude in the yellow suit, with the yellow face,

that actually looks more like a friggin condom?

I will follow you? Yes?

Right! That!

Not a Digi user? You're a Digi HATER, you say?

NO WORRIES!

This is your chance to waste THEIR money!

Only for a good cause!

The charity I chose to support

is the Malaysian Council for Child Welfare (MKKM).

This charity has only gotten RM3,780 so far

but YOU can change that!

I've created a group called

lovingdiva@MKKM

(charity is divalicious was too long. Pfft.)

and I have only ONE supporter..

which is ME myself.

Pathetic, isn't it?

So hurry up, join my group and let's do some charity!

All you have to do is click VOTE and

you've made Digi give RM5 to charity!

You can only vote ONCE so use it wisely!

17 days left so hurry up!

http://www.lovetosave.com.my/vote.php?cid=11&caid=434

I thank you all on behalf of the millions of children

whose lives you have helped to turn better.

You guys are AWESOME!

Well, not as awesome as ME,

but yea you're awesome enough..

muhahahahaha!

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THE Diva

i'm lovin it

2009-06-09T03:03:00.004+08:00

NEW BLOG SKIN !!

WOO HOOO !!

i am SO awesome.

comments, please!

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THE Diva

Meet BOXY.

2009-06-05T23:49:00.003+08:00

Everyone, meet ..

BOXY.

he's my creation.

he's my friend.

i draw him when i'm lonely.

he's awesome.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THE Diva

New Moon, more THE END than THE BEGINNING?

2009-06-05T20:14:00.004+08:00

Here it is, Twilight Fanatics!

It's the official New Moon movie poster!

Well, overall, i absolutely love it.

I especially love how Jacob is standing between Bella and Edward.

Look how his fist is clenched like that?

See how protective he is?!

And his gaze, my God, his GAZE!

It's like he'll take on a fight with Edward any time.

Taylor Lautner portrayed Jacob amazingly in this poster.

I totally felt the intensity between Edward and Jacob

when I saw it.

Edward is, of course, gorgeous as always.

I like how Robert's kind of standing aside

but still leaning pretty close to Jacob and Bella.

It kinda shows how he knows he should leave

but he still cant let go of Bella.

I also like how his hand is not clenched as hard as Jacob's.

It shows just the right amount of control he has on himself.

I mean, Jacob IS a new-born werewolf

and Edward IS centuries older.

But most of all,

I love the way he's staring at Jacob and Bella.

Devastated and determined at the same time.

i am still very much in love with Robert Pattinson.

Bella, on the other hand,

is VERY disappointing.

Kristen Stewart looks dead as always.

I seriously do not understand her sometimes.

No, i dont have anything against her.

I just wish she'd have more life in her.

She IS human.. for now.

I think her expression could've been better.

It would've been better if she looked terrified and sad.

Maybe she could've looked to the side or something,

rather than stare straight at the camera.

But still, I cant deny that she is

fit for the part.

What with her pale skin and haunted eyes.

She's quite a beauty.

Overall, i REALLY love how this poster turned out to be.

Mostly because of Taylor. and Robert.

But more on Taylor this time.

Sorry, Rob.

I watched the trailer just now.

It was pretty disappointing.

I didnt feel the intensity or chemistry

between Bella and Edward at all.

When Edward left Bella,

Bella didnt strike me as devastated and lost.

She wasn't exactly emotionally numb or whatever, either.

She was just..

acting.

That might sound ridiculous but seriously,

I couldn't feel her pain and sorrow.

I should. But I didn't.

Maybe it's just me? Hmm.

Taylor looked HOT as Jacob.

But I was pretty disappointed at the werewolf.

I imagined it more larger and darker.

The one in the trailer seemed to be taken out from

some Kid's channel or some sort.

I really hope the movie turns out better than the trailer.

I think this will be the first time

I'm anticipating and hoping to be proven wrong.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THE Diva

Yummy in Yellow

2009-06-05T13:37:00.004+08:00

Somewhere last month,

Mommy brought us to this place near Mines for lunch.

Not the best DimSum I've had,

but I guess it was okay.

I DID like the decor, though.

The entrance..

They have a pretty Chandelier! :D

weeeeeeeeeee.

After lunch we walked around a little.

I found this uber cool background! :D

Wearing ChristianDior Top, P&Co. Shorts, Guess Bag,

Forever 21 Bangle and Sungai Wang Gladiator Sandals.

Took this while we were crossing the road.

ROFLMAO.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THE Diva

Black & White is SO Not Boring.

2009-06-05T01:26:00.005+08:00

Wearing Graphic Tee from MNG, Black Skinnies from some boutique,

Beret from Forever 21 and Bag from Chanel.

If you're wondering where I got the bag, i didnt.

I found it in my mom's massive bag collection.

She has some good stuff in there,

despite how messy it looks.

Saw this picture of Miley Cyrus at the MTV Movie Awards.

Simply Gorgeous.

I officially declare that everything nude/creamy/beige

is absolutely Fabulous!

A total Fashion DO.

I am SO gonna get myself a pair of nude pumps.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THEDiva

Unhappy Diva Loves Her Skirt

2009-06-04T00:57:00.003+08:00

The Diva has been extremely down lately,

So this post will be kinda short.

Wore this outfit during Mothers' Day lunch with Grandma.

Wearing Zara V-neck sweater,

Pasar Skirt and Belt ( unbelievable, i know. ),

Sungai Wang Gladiator Sandals, Gucci Bag and Forever 21 Bangle.

Crying while typing this post.

Seeking solace from the very person who's causing me pain.

Stupid and Masochistic, i know.

The Diva will be back, i promise.

Give me some time, alright?

I love you all.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THEDiva <3

Twitternut Squashes!

2009-06-02T21:14:00.006+08:00

Twitternut Squashes is My New Favourite Word!

Thanks to YouTube's Lauren Luke (panacea81) . i love her so much. :)

Hello, my darlings.

How have you been, lately?

As most of you might know my school's Sports Day was last Thursday

and BEFORE that,

we had INTENSIVE sports training for a month.

And it is during this "training", my dears,

that I became .. tanned.

And not in a good way, either.

i feel so..

COLOURFUL

and once again, not in a very good way.

Lemme show you what I mean.

Here're pictures of me when I tried doing

Rihanna's Cat Eyes look.

DO NOT LAUGH.

Here i look pretty normal.

And then..

Here you see the tan lines.

omg i look so.. ORANGE.

i just look pink here. :)

messy hair..

i love this outfit.

Dress: Forever 21 Belt: Creative

Here're some pictures taken on Sundayy

when Lynnie, Yunnie & Mongzie came over.

Here you see what i mean by COLOURFUL.

And yes. That IS my car.

......

okay laa so it's my mom's. so what?

Still in my house. =P

GORGEOUS.

weeeeeeeeeeee i look silly. xD

Angels&Demons.

We're so awesome.

*HAIYAK!*

Stand back!

I have my Nine West clutch with me and I aint afraid to use it! >=[

lalalalala i look so short. ;D

Wearing Black Dress and Golden Bangle from Forever 21,

Golden Clutch and Heels from Nine West.

And here ends this colourful journey.

Thanks for visiting! :D

HUGE thanks to Lyn, Yun and Mongz for the pictures.

You're awesome! =)

Special thanks to YUN ..

for THIS ..

i love her to death.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THEDiva <3

Light Unto The World

2009-05-26T21:45:00.004+08:00

We go to private schools because we CAN.

We CAN, so we go to private schools.

SOME government school students should

shut up and back off.

Before you jump to the conclusion that

I'm looking down on government school students,

I shall make it clear to you, my dear reader,

that I am merely extremely pissed about something

a government school student said about private schools.

Apparently, the said student thinks it's

pointless that parents enrol their children into private schools.

According to HER, it doesnt make a difference

and we're wasting our money.

Sure it doesn't sound too bad here.

But you, my darling reader,

were not there to witness her contemptuos tone.

I wasn't merely angry,

I was disgusted.

Disgusted because I once studied in a government school, too.

And I couldn't believe I have something in common with her.

To said student, if you were to read this,

I give you my uttermost sympathy.

Why, you ask?

Because you dont know what it's like to BE in a private school.

YOU dont know what it's like to be in SURIA.

I have only been in Suria for 3 1/2 years,

but some of my friends have been Surians all their life.

My friends have known their friends all their life.

They grew up together, lost their first tooth together,

learned to colour inside the lines together,

laughed together, cried together..

How I envy them.

When I first came to this school,

I was both excited and intimidated at the same time.

But most of all, I felt out of place..

Fortunately for me, that didn't last long.

Before I realised it, I had friends.

Those friends turned into sisters

and we are now inseperable.

In Suria,

I've met some of the best people I've ever encountered in my life.

In Suria,

I've found close friends who accept me for who I am.

In Suria,

I've learned how to be strong.

In Suria,

my high school memories were made beautiful.

In Suria,

I've found where I belong.

In Suria,

I AM ME.

And of these wonderful feelings you will never understand,

because you are not a Surian.

I am a Surian

and I will always be a Surian.

Of that, I am sure.

Surians, Light Unto The World!

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THEDiva <3

Diva Goes Shopping

2009-05-25T21:03:00.008+08:00

So a month ago,

I managed to force Daddy into bringing us out SHOPPING.

Since it's the only place where I can

shop and feel good about myself at the same time,

we went to our usual venue,

PAVILION.

Yes, Pavilion.

Not Starhill. Not Suria KLCC.

Not THAT RICH.

Okay so I was leading my darling brothers, Daddy and SisKarl

to shop after shop the whole time we were there.

I totally regret not going into Charles&Keith, MarcJacobs, Club Monaco etc.

At the time it seemed pointless

because I knew I wouldn't be able to afford anything there.

Now it seems stupid and foolish

because, even if I couldn't afford it,

DADDY COULD.

Ugh. Just thinking about it makes me wanna shoot myself.

When I walked into TopShop,

I dumped my brothers and Daddy at TopMan

then pulled SisKarl with me.

I didnt pay much attention to the clothes.

I was taking my own sweet time trying on the shoes, instead.

I couldn't find the pair of ORANGE platform heels I saw in CLEO, once.

But I DID see these..

TA-DA.

Okay la close up ..

TA DA.

I call them KatyPerry heels.

I dont know why they just remind me of her.

Sadly I didnt buy them.

No it wasn't because I couldn't afford them (pfft),

I just dont know if I REALLY NEED them.

They're Sky High and I dont think I'd wear'em out often.

YES. I DO think before I purchase. Surprise surprise.

So yea we, well I, moved on.

THEN,

at FOREVER21..

weeeee.

I call this one KimoraLeeSimmons.

People who watch her Reality Series would know why.

poser.

im a model. hire me. xD

I ALSO found ..

This shift dress!

They didnt have it in Black so I opted for this dark grey one.

Equally lovely.

I look pretty short here, though.

._.

Anyway, while I was taking pictures in the dressing room,

There was one time when I totally forgot to

SWITCH OFF MY FLASH.

So the flash went off ..

*ka-chak*

and then I heard the lady outside say:

"NO PHOTOGRAPHS PLEASE, NO CAMERAS! "

I think I blushed right there and then.

Heh as if anyone could see me.

:P

BroStan wants to be just like his Fabulous Sister.

:)

He's wearing Forever21 top, Billabong bermudas, PasarMalam flip flops

and lots and lots of SHOPPING BAGS (mostly mine laa).

My Turn!

I'm wearing P&Co. top (I'm on vacation. You may askme for a movie),

MNG jeans, Louis Vuitton Bag, SungeiWang gladiator sandals and

lots and lots of SHOPPING BAGS! :D

After shopping,

we had dinner at TheShip. :)

Silly Boy.

Are those orchids? I think they are.

Photo taken by BroStan.

Not bad laa. xD

(Kuney likes this pic. ho ho ho.)

Escargots! :D

Another precious picture! :D

Random ..

After dinner,

Baby Sis Melissa had to go see the doctor.

While Daddy and AuntieFiona brought Mel down,

The brothers, SisKarl and I were in the car ...

I, of course, camwhored all the while.

Say YES to LV! :D

Silly Face.

One more laa.

LouisVuitton! :D

Smiles ;)

Sensitive to Flash.

I love my shades. And no, they are NOT designers'.

In fact, they only cost me RM15 !

lalalala weeeeeeeeeeee :D

Peace, yo.

I remind myself of BugsBunny here. ROFLMAO.

Mel wasn't ready. Daddy gives a HUGE smile.

And just like BroStan, you cant see his eyes.

:D

Okay. Here she's grumpy.

>:[

And Then ...

Okay I'l smile for the paparazzi.

WEYYY. enough already la.

People shy. tee-hee.

Alright I'll stop that now.

Here're some photos I took of my..

products of shopping? wtf?!

First, I present to you ..

My POP Plaid shorts from P&Co.

Yes, I love Padini a lot.

im sorry.

Next up,

we have ..

HAWT Red skinny jeans, also from P&Co.

(Told ya I was hooked.)

And last, but DEFINITELY not least..

My Fabulous, Glamourous,

DIVALICIOUS ..

Royal Blue Suede Peep Toe Heels from VINCCI+ !

*screams* ROSETTES! *screams*

*screams* omg so HOT lo *screams*

I've never really been a fan of Wedges but THIS I made an exception.

I actually wanted a size 7 but when I got home

I discovered it was a size 8.

Screw me for not checking before I pay.

-.-

The price?

I'll let you guys guess for a bit.

Good Luck!

:D

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THEDiva <3

Pretty in Pink

2009-05-23T18:25:00.011+08:00

The 1st of May isn't only Labour Day for my family.

It is also the birthday of my dearest AuntieAngel.

*slaps forehead*

Ouch.

Silly me, I totally forgot to snap a picture of her!

The Birthday Girl.. Lady.. Mama..

Whatever.

Anyway, THE OUTFIT.

Top: P&Co.

(Tell Me Why I Need a Boyfriend Like You)

Skirt: P&Co.

Bag: Fendi

Shoes: Nose

Yes Yes I know you love my skirt.

Or maybe you love my cheeky top?

My adorable pink heels?

Okay, it's my designer bag, isn't it?

. . . . . .

Okay Okay I'll stop. :P

Anyways, we had dinner in Fortuna Palace

and then went for Karaoke in Ceria Box.

Unfortunately, Auntie Angel and Uncle Billy

had to leave first because their babies wouldn't shut up.

PICTURES.

The cousins! :D

The brothers .. :P

Cousin ZaiZai loves superman.

There was a wedding dinner going on and people were clinking glasses

and shouting "YAM SENG" ...

Evidentally, CousinApple here loves that.

Isn't she simply ADORABLE?!

weeeeeeee. :D

After dinner we headed over to Ceria Box.

It was everyone's first time there since it opened a year (or so) ago.

I deliberately waited until it turned fuschia/pink.

They had touch screen crap which, to me, are pretty cool

but also pretty annoying at the same time.

Not a fan of touch screen.

Mommy weyyy!

PoPo showing her stuff! ..

And Cousin ZaiZai being himself.

Dont be fooled by her!

She might look shy here but when she starts

singing and dancing, she's one heck of an entertainer. xD

A month before Labour Day,

the Brothers and I went back to Sekinchan with Daddy for ChingMing.

After seeing the family and praying and all,

we left with plenty of pork to last months. -.-

While on the way back,

I actually saw COWS in the MIDDLE OF THE ROAD.

COWS. wtf la.

After that we saw MONKEYS!

Daddy stopped the car so we could feed the monkeys!

We didnt have bananas with us so..

We fed them chips. -.-

omg You see BABY MONKEY so CUTEEEEEEE!

:D

When we got back to Dad's,

we showered and then went out for Sushi!

The tower on the right shows the amount of

sushi SisKarl and I had.

The one on the LEFT, however, shows the amount of

sushi BroStan ate HIMSELF.

Boys. :P

SisKarl! :D

And now,

Presenting,

THE ONE,

THE ONLY,

..................................

RICHARD HO PUI MENG !!

*applause*

Daddy likes to think himself as some mafia leader.

I dont wanna break his frail heart so I allow him

whatever pleasure he seeks from wering outfits like that

by saying nothing negative about them.

i love my family.

:)

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THE Diva <3

i just found out that..

2009-05-21T23:21:00.004+08:00

kris allen is MARRIED.

i am CRUSHED.

but i still love him.

Good Night.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THEDiva <3

Allenized

2009-05-21T22:16:00.003+08:00

KRIS ALLEN

is

AMERICAN IDOL

YES.

KRIS.

the UNDERDOG.

the DARKHORSE.

the BOY NEXT DOOR.

THE KRIS ALLEN.

Adam Lambert was fantastic, too.

They're both amazing artists

and they're both winners.

but KRIS WON! :D

i was crying in front of the TV

when Ryan announced the results.

Kris was still being modest at the end of the show.

He kept repeating that Adam should win.

Kris looking absolutely adorable.

One of my favourites.

Kris performing Aint No Sunshine during the Top 2.

Kris performing What's Going On.

Not one of my favourites but still pretty good.

Very Jason Mraz.

Kris performing No Boundaries.

His voice definitely suited the song better than Adam's did.

But the key was still too high for him.

Even so, he ROCKED that song at the finale!

Happiness and Joy does funny things to a person. :)

Sure, Adam's a great singer.

But YOU'RE the AMERICAN IDOL, Kris.

YOU.

NOT ADAM.

NOT ANYONE ELSE.

but YOU.

And i love you for being so awesome. :)

i am officially, in Paula Abdul's words,

ALLENIZED.

P.S.

See that last picture of Kris?

For some reason, he reminds me of MAK WEN.

Not only in that pic but only when I watch him sing sometimes.

It freaks the hell outta me.

BE PROUD, MAKWEN.

it's a COMPLIMENT! :D

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THE Diva. <3

Tweet.

2009-05-20T21:52:00.003+08:00

twitter is fun.

shanan has zero updates in her twitter because no one she knows tweets.

i STRONGLY DISAGREE that tweeting yourself is pointless.

mainly because I TWEET MYSELF.

and for some reason i'm addicted? ._.

none of my "followers" are active twitters but

i dont give a tweet, i just tweet.

i follow mileycyrus, demilovato, selenagomez,

davidarchuleta, krisallen, taylorswift, katyperry,

cassedeepope, drewsteely, ryan seacrest ...

none of them reply me, though.

why dont famous people reply not famous people?

oh well.

i guess that's just reality.

i dont give a tweet, i just tweet.

follow me on twitter.

http://twitter.com/itskristal

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THEDiva <3

Charity Fund Raiser 09

2009-05-09T17:05:00.013+08:00

I have no idea where to start updating you people laa.

I went through my pictures and decided to start with

the Charity Fund Raiser which was held on 13th March.

The fund raiser was held to raise money for some foundation.

At least that's what they say.

Personally, I think they need the money because

R.E.A.L was naive enough to think

Disney On Ice would be a hit among the students and bought ALL the tickets

for the closing night.

And since practically no one from the senior section bought any tickets

(except yours truly because I'm a sucker for Disney Princesses

-- and them princes),

the money from the fund raiser was used to buy the remaining tickets.

My awesome class was generous enough to use the money we earned

to buy the tickets and give them to orphans so they can go watch instead.

Those poor children might not even KNOW what Disney is!

SEE we have such golden hearts =P

ANYWAY. PICTURES.

First, the Fund Raiser! =D

Before we headed down to the canteen.

Silly pic taken by TEDDY. :D

Lizzie acting professional.

Shan and Shane from the left.

Hey that sounded pretty cool!

Shan and Shane. Shane and Shan..

Okay I'll stop now before I get murdered. =X

Lizzie laughing like a silly little girl and Teddy trying NOT to.

Yen in her Witch Hat.

I think it was actually AhMoi's but it's CUTE ANYWAY.

Here you see it clearer.

Lizzie and Yen.

Lex being ADORABLE as usual.

Shan looking impossibly CUTE.

Yun and I ..

I think it was WaiYin or Fish who ruined this perfect picture.

Shane says YES to ROSE BANDUNG PUDDING! =D

There was this booth where you got to request songs.

Shaunnie and some other dudes danced their asses off to some hot tunes.

Then Mr Ali and Ms Woo..

Let's just say they were in their own sweet karaoke world.

TOLD YOU SO. XD

Other fantastic teachers were..

Mr. EROL!

GOD I LOVE THIS PICTURE LO.

Next up..

Mizexyz! :D

Silly Kampong Boi trying not to laugh.

xD

ALSO..

See who came to visit..

Encik Kamarul weyy!

He ACTUALLY FORGOT MY NAME!

But i forgave him after he said I slimmed down a lot

and look prettier. =)

. . . . . . . . .

Oh ALRIGHT. He only said I slimmed down.

WHAT? A girl can dream! =X

AHH.

Sweet SWEET cash.

Dollar Dollar Bill Ya. :D

I belatedly realised it was Friday the 13th halfway through the day.

As ya'll know, the roads were flooded so most of us were

stranded in the school for some time.

While waiting, my girls and I lepak-ed around the school.

I found this ..

The picture says it all.

PENDERAAN. ABUSE. WTF?!

We also kept taking pictures.

I'll only show a few.

Lazy bum. =X

US.

Us again. With Lizzie.

Walao. Mystery Lady with them killer eyes! o_o

Gostan.. Gostan..

AND..

Say Cheese! *SNAP*

On the way to KCW's house..

KCW's uber cute emoticon.

Yes, I look retarded.

Sue me.

At KCW's house..

Kcw has PINK BEDSHEETS!

Muhahahaha.

Thought I didn't snap the picture, didnt ya?

IN YOUR FACE! xP

While waiting for Mommy to stop talking to Mrs. Khoo..

Camwhored.

Retard beside me is BroStanley.

Played Wii!

Crayon Shin Chan! :D

Little retard is kcw's cousin, Eunice.

Played with baby!

Baby and newest member of The Retards is kcw's

ADORABLE BABY SISTER, TIFFANY.

I LOVE YOU, TIFFY! :D

That night at tuition..

I just can't get enough of that thing.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THE Diva <3

EARTH HOUR weyy. =O

2009-05-01T17:14:00.006+08:00

This work of art was edited by

the INCREDIBLE,

the STUPENDOUS,

the EXCEPTIONAL,

the OH-SO-LOVABLE,

not to mention UBER CUTE ..

YONG SOK YEN

*applause*

Thanks, pie! ;D
i love you. :)

On the 28th March 2009 ( which was one fecking month ago),

my family decided to be part of this global event.

So, at 8.30pm sharp,

all the lights at 37-H were swiched off.

There was nothing but the dim light from the candles, street lamps

and the beatiful moonlight to prevent everyone from falling on their asses..

It was amazing. =)

Pertty Pertty Candles. =D

My family and I, along with the maids,

sat by the pool in the dark for more than an hour.

It would've been fun if mosquitoes didn't exist.

They kept bugging me.

Most of us were busy slapping mosquitoes.

Fecking mosquitoes.

i dont like mosquitoes.

BroStanley busy sms-ing.

Kao lui ah? =P

OMFG MOMMY LOOK SO FUNNY.

She'll kill me if she sees this. xD

BroHeng ALSO kao lui ah?

omg la more pro than me weyy.

The kakak's.

Dont give me no shit about the number of'em..

My mom owns a HUMAN RESOURCE COMPANY laa

-.-

BroStan has been influenced by his fabulous sister.

I think I've exposed him to enough of the WORLD OF HOT GUYS

because now he's determined to have abs and all.

Therefore, when he's bored,

he does THIS ..

PUSH-UPS!

GO STAN, GO!

See his expression so funny! XD

Spot Lassie the Dog kepo-ing. =P

He kept howling and barking along with the other dogs in the neighbourhood.

It was annoying the hell outta me.

Fortunately for us -- and the rest of the neighbourhood-- he got tired..

And eventually..

Fell asleep. *shhh* =3

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Throughout the hour..

Mommy:

Later the aeroplane say:" Why everyone off lights wan?!"

BroHen:

Later crash. BOOM!

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*fireworks*

Mommy:

HAIYOR. Earth Hour also want fireworks. MA DE.

These people ah. What is there to celebrate huh, Jie?

You tell me.

Me:

*Shrugs*

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Kakak:

Maam! I want to move those flowers there, can?

They can't breathe la. Too close together.

Mom:

How you know they can't breathe?

Kakak:

Neh. They're holding a sign there saying:

"I CAN'T BREATHE!!"

See? SEEEE?!

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*BroStan wakes up and walks to the pool towards us.*

Mommy:

OH! GorGor sudah bangun!

BroStan:

*slowly walks towards us, eyes half closed, then says groggily*

Play MahJong.

*LMAO LMAO LMAO*

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Mommy:

Zheng very yao yeng la.

JieJie, you buy more clothes like that for him la.

Me:

Give me money la.

Mommy:

I think it's time to go shopping.

Me:

YES. YES. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

Mommy:

Who agree?

Me:

*only hand to shoot up*

Kakak! Angkat tangan!

Nah, see! Got 2 people!

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Mommy:

Yanti! GorGor sangat cool la.

Banyak fikirannya, mungkin.

Yanti:

Ingat Ah Moi la.

Jangan banyak sangat..

LIMA SUDAH CUKUP.

*everyone ROFL*

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i love my family ;)

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

THE Diva. <3

Missed me? :D

2009-04-30T20:23:00.004+08:00

Yes Yes Yes.

I know it's been

OMFG-my-then-new-season-Manolo-shoes-are-now-SO-last-season-LONG

since I've last updated.

I don't exactly have a good enough reason for doing so, either.

I WOULD have said that I was buried under TONS of homework,

thanks to my

OH SO LOVELY TEACHERS WHO ONLY WANT THE BEST FOR US,

But then you guys would be like:

" THEN HOW COME YUN & LYN & LIZA & GHIA etc. GOT UPDATE WAN?!"

I COULD lie and say:

" HAIYER OF COURSE LA THEY NEVER DO HOMEWORK MA! "

But then THAT would be a sin..

Because, to tell you the truth, I'm the one who doesn't do her homework.

And it would take DOOMSDAY or

when swine flu kills the whole human population and

PIGS TAKE OVER THE WORLD for them to NOT do their homework..

Hmm. Come to think of it,

I don't think Pigs taking over the world would stop them, either.

OH WELL. xD

Anyways.

I was supposed to post the pictures of the night Angel slept over..

IN MARCH.

god-damn-third-month-of-the-year-which-was-two-months-ago MARCH!

wtf la someone should really smack this girl in the ass..

..........

in your dreams, losers. =P

I shall blog about the other crap that went on these 2 months after this.

NOW..

Be prepared for some of the most, if not THE MOST

fabulous and divalicious pictures you will EVER see!

Lights, Camera, DIVA!

Yes. I am not stick skinny like Kate Moss or Gisele Bundchen.

Sue me. =P

Somehow, Angel reminds me of Kat Deluna here. xD

Damn her and her AngelineJolie-sexy-rosy-lips la.

Jealous lo. =/

I love my Devil horns and Leopard jacket.

You know you do too. ;D

She the Diva. With her tiara.

i love her. ;)

JUMP SHOTS!

This is like, THE BEST JUMP SHOT EVER.

Thanks to ME and my fabulous photographic skills.

Angie aint as good as me so my pics turned out not so good.

( Actually just dont wanna show her looney expression in shot..)

THEN,

I went to steal mommy's lipstick.

I couldn't find the blood red ones so I took something orangey.

Looked funny. But we still rocked it. =P

Queen Diva. Smooches!

Honestly, her lips are so gorgeous she should be JAILED!

GAH! ==

I think it was around midnight and Maw (Angie's dude) came over.

Mommy tapao SATAY leh!

I dont know when, but yes, WE DID FALL ASLEEP.

Hope you've had your daily dose of fabulousity!

Kisses!

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal <3>

TAGs & making a stand.

2009-03-28T19:22:00.003+08:00

After such a sentimental post,

Let's brighten this place up with a TAG! :D

I've been tagged by Agnes, Mashi and Lynnie.

LUCKILY, they're all the same tags!

The only problem is..

WHO TO TAG, NOW?!

Tag 10 people:

1. Shan

2. Yun

3. Kayong

4. Camen

5. Audery

6. Yen

7. Chen

8. AhTin

9. Ghia

10. Hime

Why you tagged him/her as number one?

Shan: First person who came to my mind. ._.

Have you met number 2 before?

Yun: Duh? She sits right behind me in class.

She says "Clayton/Ben is so hot" so many times you can't possibly miss her.

What will you talk when you meet number 3?

Kayong: Random crap. Stuff going on in life.

What is the relationship of number 4 & 5?

Camen&Audery: Uh. Dua-dua pun Prefects.

Audery was one before she graduated laa.

What is number 6 favourite singer?

Yen: WAH. She listens to so many songs..

i choose.. ATOMIC KITTEN. *ehemEMAILehem*

What is number 7 favourite TV Show?

Chen: omg I have absolutely no idea!

Uhm. American Idol? I DONT KNOW! STOP ASKING ME!

Do you talk with number 8?

Christine: Yeap!

How does number 9 look like?

Ghia: OH OH. tiny and cute!

Who is number 10's lover?

Hime: KOH YEE ANG. ;D

Which numbers are couples?

9&10/Hime & Ghia: DEARs wor.

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Now, a little some some I want you people to support.

Yea, you guessed it..

EARTH HOUR.

Do not underestimate this global event, it CAN make a difference.

Well, it wont if everyone wastes energy but yea, you know what I mean.

In 2009, Earth Hour will be transformed into the world's first global election..

between EARTH and GLOBAL WARMING.

VOTE EARTH by switching off your lights at 8.30-9.30pm tonight.

Together, we can make this world a better place!

Humans, UNITE!

Baby, before it's too late,

WHAT ABOUT NOW?

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal

P.S. Just so you know, my family and I will switch off all the

lights and electricity appliances then sit by our pool for one hour..

Eating KUACHI. Mommy's idea. =="

I hope my brothers wont die if they leave their PCs for SUCH A LONG TIME.

Oh well.

To the loved ones. <3

2009-03-28T16:46:00.003+08:00

Senior 4 Hope:

You guys are the best. I may not show it often, but I really do love our class.

I'm sorry I shout at you sometimes when I'm mad.

I'm sorry I boss you guys around when it comes to passing up homework or

other class activities.

I'm sorry I let it out on you guys when I'm in a bad mood.

I'm sorry I'm the crappiest monitor you guys have ever had.

I'm sorry I dont make much of an effort to know you guys more.

I'm sorry I ignore you when you guys need a hand.

I'm sorry for all the stupid things I've said that hurt or angered any of you.

I'm sorry I'm the worst friend & classmate you have ever met.

I just want you all to know that I wouldn't leave our class for anything.

Thank you for the joy you guys have brought to me.

Thank you for making school worth attending.

Thank you for making my high school memories so much more beautiful.

Thank you for being who you are.

I love you guys.

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My Esmerelda:

You have no idea how thankful I am that I met you.

Being your friend is one of the best choices I've ever made.

I sometimes wonder:

Why didn't I realise it earlier?

Why didn't I realise how closely connected we are?

Why didn't I realise that we had so much in common?

Realise, that You + Me = a beautiful friendship?

Like they say, better late than never.

And I'm so glad that I DID realise all that, and all at the right time.

I'm honoured that you come to me when you have problems.

That you confide in me when you're down.

That you choose me over so many to tell your worries and secrets.

Honoured, that you trust me.

You're so much more than just a friend to me.

You really are one of the most beautiful things that has happened to me.

i love you.

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My toofay & mr. puff:

You two are the most loyal friends I've known since I transferred.

You girls have stuck with me all through my hard times.

3 years with Puff and 2 with Toofay.

You two are the only people I've still been close with after 2 years.

Thank you for not being bored of me.

Thank you for bearing with my bossiness and arrogance.

Thank you for remembering all the important things.

Thank you for staying by my side.

Thank you, for YOU.

We might not talk as much as we used to do,

but you girls will always be my two hands,

it's as if I cant get rid of you even if I wanted to.

And let me tell you, I dont.

And I never will.

So I guess you guys are stuck with me for life.

THANK GOD.

i love you.

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And last, but definitely not least..

San:

We've come a long way, haven't we?

How long has it been?

4 years? 5, maybe?

No matter how long the years, we're still together, aren't we?

Do you remember how we first met?

I do.

It was as if we cliqued instanly.

As if God was holding the remote control with LOVE and HATE on it.

As if He hit the LOVE button without another thought.

As if we were destined.

As if we're meant to be.

As if we WERE lovers in our past lives, like you said.

I'm sorry I dont notice things as much as I should.

I'm sorry I'm always neglecting you.

I'm sorry I'm not attentive enough & that I dont know when things aren't right.

I'm sorry I'm not much of a best friend.

We might not go out everyday like best friends should.

We might not talk on the phone for hours like best friends should.

We might not go over to each others homes so much that we practically live

there, like best friends should..

But who said there were things that best friends should or should not do?

Who said there was a law that insisted on that?

Who said we had to do what others say we should?

They're not us.

WE are.

We dont do all that stuff.

But we're still US, aren't we?

And I want to stay us for the rest of our lives.

i love you.

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Esme, Toofay, Mr Puff and San:

I'm sorry I haven't really been hanging out with you guys much.

It's not that I'm choosing San over Esme, Toofay and Puff or vice versa.

It's not like that at all.

Truth is, I haven't been having time for anything. Not even my own family.

I dont even remember the last time I called any of you.

I've just been so busy with my school work and the performances and all.

I'm so sorry I cant spend more time with you guys.

I promise I'll try my best to give as much of my time to you as possible.

Just dont leave me. Please?

i love you all.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal. <3

Tagged by Lizzie

2009-03-10T22:33:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Lizzie.

SEE I GOT DO AH.

Copy the questions below.

Simply use the first letter of your name/nickname as your answer for each questions.

You can't use any answer twice and don't use your own name for questions # 3 & 4.

After you're done, tag 5 people.

1)What is your name?:

Kristal

2)A four letter word:

Knit

3)A boy's name :

Kyle

4)A girl's name :

Kristen

5)An occupation :

Killer? -.-

6)A color :

KUNING!

7)Something you wear :

Knickers? xD

8)A type of food :

Kebab!

9)Something found in the bathroom :

Kleenex!

10)A place :

Kuala Lumpur ;]

11)A reason for being late :

Koala bear attacked me on the way?

12)Something you shout :

KANASAI!!

13)A movie title :

KERO KERO xD

14)Something you drink :

Kiwi Juice

15)A musical group :

Kings of Leon

16)A street name :

Kalimantan Road?

Who knows? Maybe it DOES exist!

17)A type of car :

Kenari

18)A song title :

Kiss Me - New Found Glory

19)A verb :

What's a verb?

...

OH KNOCK!

Tagging:

NOONE.

Lazy laa. =/

I realised some of my answers are pretty patriotic.

MALAYSIA BOLEH! ;DD

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal

And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.. Stupid lamb..

2009-03-10T22:02:00.005+08:00

About three things I am absolutely positive.

First, Edward Cullen is a vampire.

Second, there's a part of me -- and I assure you that I am extremely certain about how dominant that part is -- that yearns for his ethereal existance in this life of mine.

And third, I am hopelessly and irrevocably in love with him.

And yes, HE IS FICTIONAL.

Note:

I am not in ANY way "stealing" Ghia's Edward.

He is merely the product of my extreme imagination, and of course,

Stephenie Meyer's extraordinary way with words.

The Edward in my mind, as well as Ghia's might be of the same origin

and perhaps they might resemble each other in ways, but all in all,

THEY ARE NOT THE SAME.

Unless one could read minds (like Edward *smirks*),

noone will ever know the perfect and charming Edwards in our minds

who dazzle us without even existing in real life.

It's too late to turn back now,

I'm already in too deep.

i am irrepressibly in love with EDWARD CULLEN.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal

P.S YES. I've just started with the first book. Dont you DARE say I'm outdated!

I was merely busy with the mountains of schoolwork and grudging assesments. =P

We lost again

2009-03-09T00:08:00.005+08:00

Yonex All England Open.

Lim Chong Wei vs Lin Dan. Knew we were gonna lose but I had faith in Choong Wei.

But still we lost. Whatever.

LinDan may be cuter but he still reminds me of a monkey or a gorilla.

Choong Wei on the other hand is too friggin skinny. DONT THEY FEED THE BOY?!

Ugh. Nothing much to blog about. Will update on Tuesday or Wednesday.

LOADS of crazy pictures of me and Angel.

We had MASSIVE fun when she came over on Friday to watch Katy Perry and PCD live in Spain.

She slept over for two nights. The second night to watch the Grammy's re-run.

We watched A Walk to Remember and Titanic. Cried till our eyes sore during the latter.

The dear also happened to have awaken me from my OH-SO-LOVELY dream about a

hottie.

Thanks, love. ==

Im'ma go to her house to sleepover next time. AND IM'MA RUIN YOUR DREAM!

MUAHAHAHA.

Anyway. It's Ming Kun's birthday today (9th March)!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KUNEY!

Here's your cake!!

Oops! Sorry, wrong cake. Heh. Here's yours.

SEE SEE. Got your name some more. FUYOH. xD

And ANOTHER one!

May everything go well for you and may you win all the gold medals and trophies you deserve! ;D

Run towards your dreams, love!

Have a great 17th birthday! :D

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal

obama. lol.

2009-03-05T23:48:00.004+08:00

I was just at Encik Harmizee's blog where I was pretty shocked to see the WHOLE FORM'S Maths results PLASTERED there. And this time, my name WAS highlighted! A1! Woots! ;D

Anyways, I went to the comments page where I saw Christine's (Lee) comment there saying :" OMG I thought you promised not to post it!" And Mizexyz's reply to it made me SWT. -.-

"ops......mizexyz here yes i promise but mr obama kol last nite that he and the 1st lady also want to see surians result..."

.........
I'm out.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal

A girl's just as hot as the shoes she choose <3

2009-03-05T23:05:00.010+08:00

I ponteng-ed today. I'm sorry teachers!

I woke up at like.. 2.30pm and was like so energetic. I felt SO FRESH. SO HAPPY.

SO FREEEEEEEEEEEE.

It felt as if the holidays were already here.

Then I remembered I still have to go through one more week of school and homework...

Then i just slumped back into my pillows.

Woke up 15 minutes later, showered and sat in front of the TV with my MAMEE.

Honestly, somebody should just stop buying MAMEE. (was actually me who bought 10 packets..)

Then I went to piano and violin class at 5, reached home at 7.15 and that's the end of my day..

One would think I'd do something else when I dont go to school but NO.

There wouldn't be a difference if I wake up THAT late. UGH.

OMG. I FEEL SO LOVED.

My darling girls and other sweeties have been asking me why I didn't go to school, telling

me how everything went and asked if I was going tomorrow and said they miss me.

OMG I LOVE ALL OF YOU. And YES, I AM going tomorrow!

Be prepared for more ME, dearies! :D

I was going through my closet last night.

Then I realised, you actually dont have to go shopping for new stuff ALL THE TIME.

You really dont need that much stuff. All you need to have is the right stuff.

Then you mix and match all those things, and make up different looks and outfits.

That's what I always do. It's my hobby and PROFESSION =]

So the next time you're having a hard time getting the perfect look or short of a matching

bag or not sure whether your blue shoes match your new dress,

I'd be happy to be your personal fashion consultant.

FREE OF CHARGE!

Just leave me a message or something, and I'll do my very best to help.

I mean, I AM fabulous. ;D

Anyway, I was making up a look for the class outing to SUNWAY.

I wanted to wear a tube dress over my bikini, but then I found something I bought when I

went to Korea and have

NEVER worn since I came back.

I put it on and it was PERFECT. So sporty and casual. I showed it to mommy then I

showed her the bikini top.

She said I looked nice but she's a little worried that someone would come up and

UNTIE THE KNOT OF MY BIKINI..

After hearing her say that.. I'm a little worried myself -.-"

Gotta go, darlings!

Remember to leave messages at my chat box!

Toodles! =)

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal

P.S Visit the SSS forum Zester created! Says he wants it ALIVE, not DEAD. -.-

Have fun! SSSFORUM

I'm a Junkie

2009-03-04T20:35:00.006+08:00

I really need to start eating healthy again.
I remember deciding to be a Vegetarian a few days before CNY.. Never happened..
HEY YOU CAN'T BLAME ME! Grandma made abalone JUST FOR ME. I'll break her heart if I dont eat it..

Why so sudden? Because I just realised yesterday that I've been saying the same few sentences to myself a lot, lately.. Excuses.. Half-truths.. They sound like:

"It's okay, it's just Mamee! It's not like you're eating it everyday. You're just having one packet.."

"Come on, people have been saying you've lost weight anyway. One packet wont hurt.."

"You eat fruits a lot. And also vegetables. It's okay to have Mamee.."

Yea some shit like that. I think it comes from the Evil-Naughty side of me..
You know like those cartoons? When they're confused and clueless on what to do, these 2 tiny replicas of them, one as an angel and one with devil horns and a fork-like thingy, appear on each side of their shoulders and start giving annoying advices here and there? Yes, those. YOU have'em? o_o

The truth is, I AM eating it too much junk food and I am NOT eating enough fruits and vegetables and the people who have commented on my being slimmer are either uncles and aunties or people I haven't met for YEARS. I'm already not exercising regularly, I HAVE TO EAT HEALTHY!

Note: I am typing this while eating not one, but TWO packets of Mamee Monster snacks.. I just love it so much =)

P.S ASSESMENTS ARE OVERRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal

100 Truths

2009-03-04T18:44:00.008+08:00

001. Real Name: Ho Kar Yan
002. Nickname(s): Kristal, Nana, Mrs Puff -.- , Krissy, Ah-Tal xD
003. Age: 16 but CANT DRIVE?!
004. Horoscope : Aquarius
005. Male or Female: i-am-a-girl.
006. Elementary: SRJK (C) YuHua
007. Middle School: SSS
008. High School: Still SSS
009. College School: Not there yet.
010. Hair colour: Dark brown? Depends on lighting.
011. Long or Short: Long but not long enough
012. Loud or Quiet: LOUD, BABBEHH, LOUD!
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone with cam
015. Health Freak: not exactly
016. Drink or Smoke: drink occasionally. non-smoker.
017. Do you have a crush on someone: for me to know and for you to find out
018. Eat or Drink: both la. Later die how?
019. Piercings: yap yap
020. Tattoos: not YET. muahahahhaha
021. Social or Anti- Social : TOO sociable xD

Firsts
022. First piercing: when i was 9?
023. First relationship : =P
024. First Best Friend: some girl in kindergarden who played "masak-masak" with me =)
025. First Award: kindergarden Sport's Day?
026. First Kiss : HAH! STILL HERE.
027. First Pet: i think it was a nameless bunny who ranaway
028. First Big Vacation: Australia 2006
029. First Love at first sight : walao so long ago
030. First Big Birthday: My 9th i guess

Currently
049. Eating: Just ate an apple (No, Salmon, it does NOT sound funny! -.- )
050. Drinking: nothing
051. Excitement level : pretty low
052. I'm about to: on the lights
053. Listening to: the "ding"s you get when ppl come on9 or start a conv with u on msn
054. Plan for today: home-spa. MUAHAHAHA.
055. Waiting for: mommy to come home from work
056. Energy Level: normal
057. Thinking of someone: haha. sure

Future
058. Want kids?: OH OH YES YESSSS
059. Want to get married?: ditto
060. Careers in mind?: i wanna save people and make the world a better place

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like
068. Lips or Eyes : both
069. Romantic or Funny?: both
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller even when i wear heels
071. Protective or Caring?: not TOO protective
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: both
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: BOTH BOTH xD
074. Sensitive or Loud?: depends on the situation
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: depends on who you're talking about
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: oooohh me likey bad boys.. But be a smart bad boy

Have you ever
080. Lost glasses or contacts: ALMOST ._.
081. Ran away from home: i aint gonna leave my closet!
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: nope
083. Killed somebody: nope
084. Broken someone's heart: yea..
085. Been arrested: not yet xD
087. Cried when someone dead: i cry when someone's alive, too

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: most of the time
090. Miracles: a little
091. Love at first sight: yes =]
092. Heaven: why not?
093. Santa Claus: not totally, but i hope he is
094. Tooth Fairy: Did.. stupid fairy didnt leave me anything =[
095. Kiss in the first date : nope

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: i dont know, really. pretty confused.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: for now, yes.
099. Do you believe in God?: I'll go to hell if i dont. OF COURSE I DO.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people

I DUNWANNA TAG PEOPLE.

SEE, I SO GOOD.

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal

It's 5.50am in the morning and I'm ..

2009-03-03T05:49:00.005+08:00

.. revising my Biology.
I always study at the eleventh hour (idiom weyy!) but I just recently started studying during the wee hours of the day. Like what "Dr." Pinky said, you sleep the minute you reach home, then you wake up at like, 3 in the morning to study. And that's what I did. And it works for me, alright! Since it's ALWAYS easy for me to sleep when I reach home after school. Since I'm ALWAYS exhausted. Since I ALWAYS don't get enough sleep. Since I ALWAYS wake up.. at 3 in the morning.. ???!?!??!!!?!?

Anyways.
Am listening to Miley Cyrus' "The Climb" and I must admit that I absolutely LOVE it. It makes much more sense than some of her other songs like.. uhm.. the one with the.. you know.. i mean..

OH WHO AM I KIDDING?!
ALL OF HER SONGS MAKE SENSE TO ME.

Actually I was looking through all her song tracks in Wiki, trying to find something I feel doesn't make any sense at all. And I'm sorry to say i found nothing. :D
This does NOT mean I am some crazy MileyCyrus-HannahMontana-JonasBrothers fanatic! *coughsMJJcoughs*
I know Yunnie already has a short phrase of the song posted in her blog. So I'm posting the whole song lyrics. xD Just shows how Yunnie and I have such equal fabulous taste ;D

I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming but

There's a voice inside my head sayin,

You'll never reach it,

Every step I'm taking,

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I

Got to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes they knock me down but

No I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm going to remember most yeah

Just got to keep going, And I,

I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle,

Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,

Ain't about how fast I get there,

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

Keep on moving

Keep climbing

Keep the faith baby

It's all about

The climb

Keep the faith

Keep your faith

-- Miley Cyrus, The Climb

As you can see, I've practically Bolded the whole song. Well that's just because I LOVE THE WHOLE SONG :D

Note: Still doesn't mean I'm a MileyCyrus fanatic! (die also dont want to admit)

I like Miley Cyrus only for her meaningful songs (I Miss You, The Climb, Make Some Noise etc.), her taste in clothes (LOVE her outfit at the 82nd Annual Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade) and the fact that she's HANNAH MONTana... *ehem ehem* Not that.. I'm a fan, that is.. *ehem*

But still, I LOVE SELENA GOMEZ MORE. lalala :D

She's just so cute!

Okay okay. I REALLY have to get back to Biology now. It's 6.15, less than four hours to the papers.. I WILL ACE THIS! *determined face*

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal

What love means to 4-8 year olds

2009-02-28T17:42:00.004+08:00

I received an email from LuYi ( see your name's here! ) about what Love means to 4-8 year olds. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds:

'What does love mean?'

The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. Some make you laugh your ass off.
See what you think:

'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.'

--Rebecca, 8

'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.'

--Billy, 4

'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.'

--Karl, 5

'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.'

'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.'

'Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.'

--Danny, 7

'Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss'

--Emily,8

'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.'

--Bobby,7

'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,'

--Nikka,6

'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.'

'Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.'

'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.'

'My mommy loves me more than anybody You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.'

--Clare, 6

'Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.'

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.'

'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.'

'I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.' (why can't MY sister think this way? -.- )

--Lauren,4

'When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.' (what an image)

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.'

'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.'

--Jessica,8

And the final one was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor,the little boy said:

"Nothing, I just helped him cry."

OMG OMG OMG.

So touching laaaa. Some are REAL funny, too. Who knew kids could thinkof stuff like this?!

Children are so innocent!

Too bad we have to grow up, become adults and forget what's important ..

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal

4 HOPE 2009

2009-02-28T16:17:00.007+08:00

I was reading Lyn and Ghia's blogs and I realise I havent been talking about my amazing class, AT ALL. I'm sorry, darlings! So lemme introduce to you the amazing dudes and dudettes you'll find in Senior 4 Hope 2009.

Class Teacher: Mr. Subra ( Time and tide waits for no man. -.- )
Assistant Class Teacher: En. Harmizee (has a blog!)

Monitor: ME! :D
Assistant Monitor: Ghia (OME cute xD)

Prefects:
Lynnie (lovely lovely laughaholic =D)
Yunnie (future magazine editor/Cute-guy-talking-machine)
Shaun (horny zester =P)
Shan (cute! :D )
Dery (top scorer @@ )
Lizzie (Probate leh! xD)

Funny-Men:
Logaa (black China-man. xD)
Khai Ming (Salmon)
Marky (Mr. Pickles! )
Paul ( puppy who talks too much xP )

Ocassional Laughs:
Phua ( Super perasan and funny)
Kunz ( says he's smooth LOL)
Daniel (white dude xD)
Boo (likes to.. uhm.. shake -.- )

Quieter darlings (doesn't mean they dont talk at all):
Shane (always gets bullied :[ )
Anisha (convent weyy ._. )
Mongzie (Teddy!)

Not always the hyper ones:
SzeGing (sleeps when people tell ghost stories xD)
SiewYi ( very de quiet ._.)
KahWai (absent for Chemistry paper, man!)
MJJ (no comment)

You'd think pure science students are all goody-good boys and girls whose only interests are reading, doing their homework, memorising the periodic table and finding the X's and the Y's of different quadratic equations but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Not Hopians!
We gossip, talk about cuteguys (girls), imitate teachers (me as Kaur xD), jump around like total lunatics and gather at the corner of the class to tell ghost stories when the teacher isn't in class.
WE ROCK!
Who cares if our class never won the Keceriaan Kelas thingy because it's always messy and stinky (especially after PE) and that the white board is always stained by Ms Fam's super dark markers?!
We're 4 Hopians, and we da BEST! Woots!

4 HOPE!
4 HOPE!
4 HOPE!
4 HOPE!
4 HOPE!

..............
Okay, I'm tired.
Anyway, GO HOPE! :D

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal

P.S OMG I just realised the "dangers" of having my Maths teacher read my blog.

CIKGU'S AND TEACHERS AND SIRS AND MISSES! Please excuse my rough language if you happen to see any. I am still a good girl! I do my homework and listen to you when you teach in class! I LOVE SCHOOL! :D

So please dont demerit me. -.-

Maths Teacher with a Blog

2009-02-27T23:40:00.004+08:00

Encik Harmizee’s the Maths teacher and assistant class teacher of my class.
He is also the first teacher ever to ask us to check our Maths grade ON HIS BLOG.
What is this world coming to?!
I got 90/100 by the way. A1! Woots! xD

I thought he only made the blog for this purpose but NO.
Although he doesn’t blog much, there’s this particular post that made me laugh non-stop.
Here’re some lines I absolutely ADORE:

“3 pretty n cute daughters n 1 handsome guy just like his FATHER (hey its me, hahehihohu). 2 of them are twin. 1 very cute n the other 1 very pretty. Its real man. The last one the bongsu one got complete package. Thank god. The sulung one, guy got 2 lesung pipit left n rite & it make him look very cute little excellence bright guy.”

“My wife Aniza Sidit. She is cantik ten years ago and still. but she change from light weight to heavy weight. Hard 4 me to carry her if something happen to her. I need someone else to help. Maybe my neighbour.”

“l like playing with numbers. And i thought numbers also like to play with me..” (sounds wrong. xD)

“after habis contract i start showing my unlimited skill in sri inai kl......till now...........”

--En.Harmizee, Maths teacher.

Laughing? YOU SHOULD BE!
Or maybe it’s just me.. Hmm.
Anyway, visit his blog!

http://mizexyz.blogspot.com

To Encik Harmizee: CIKGU! SEE I PROMOTE YOUR BLOG. TAMBAH MARKAH! :D

LOL rasuah. Pn. Maimunah jangan potong markah Moral la. -.-

Pampered, Loved and Hated,

Kristal